不绝于耳的劝说甚至是指责。写满不解和担忧的脸孔。还有眼前来去飘忽不定的不同的身影,我要雕琢自己。 Constant persuasion and even criticism. A face full of puzzles and worries. There are different figures floating around in front of me. I want to carve myself. 我知道几乎所有的人都不解我这样做的举动。我不想去解释什么,也因为根本就无法解释清楚什么。或许,我在他们眼中就是一个固执己见甚至不知分寸的人。 I know that almost all people don't understand my actions. I don't want to explain anything, because I can't explain anything at all. Maybe, I am a stubborn person in their eyes. 后天,或者是明天,我就要离开这片生我养我的土地,到荒无人烟的西北大荒漠上开始我新的人生。为此,我放弃了许多,父母的关爱、优越的生活,还有曾经我寐以求的高级白领的职位。也许正是因为这些,才使得几乎所有的人都不理解我。 The day after tomorrow, or tomorrow, I will leave the land where I was born and raised to start my new life in the desolate northwest desert. To this end, I gave up a lot of love from my parents, superior life, and the position of senior white-collar that I had always wanted. Maybe it's because of this that almost everyone doesn't understand me. 一个朋友问我:"这不是一个归隐的时代,而你又何曾想成为一个真正的隐士?你所有的理想和抱负难道就要在那份荒漠上荒芜吗?" 不!我不是去了一个死气沉沉的地方,我是带着我的梦想去向那片埋藏着生机的土地,去那片更广阔的天地施展拳脚。 又有谁真的了解我的思想呢?在一块玉石中,谁能真正了解包孕在里面的天使啊?! |