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我不是个勇敢的孩子。我害怕困难，我害怕前路的茫然，还害怕面对前路的艰辛，我害怕面对没有方向感的世界，我害怕失去自我。我总是会在事情快要有结果的时候，特别是在自己有不好感觉的时候，选择逃避。 I'm not a brave boy. I'm afraid of difficulties, I'm afraid of the blankness of the road ahead, and I'm afraid of facing the hardships of the road ahead, I'm afraid of facing the world without a sense of direction, and I'm afraid of losing myself. I always choose to escape when things are about to come to an end, especially when I have a bad feeling. 我总是想学着去坚强，可是坚强并不是那么容易的一件事。坚强总不是我想象的那样子坚强，它并不是两个字，它并不是一种心情，它不是一时的冲动就能完成的事情。我觉得它好难。我曾经尝试着去做，可是最终我还是失败了。我还是放弃了。虽然事情总是以失败而告终，虽然事情总是以放弃而结束，但是我并没有很轻易的说出不。搜虽然不是个勇敢的孩子，可是我也不是轻易放弃的孩子。我的放弃总是在挣扎了之后才做出的决定。 I always want to learn to be strong, but being strong is not so easy. Strong is not as strong as I imagined, it is not two words, it is not a mood, it is not something that can be accomplished by impulse. I find it hard. I tried to do it, but in the end I failed. I gave up. Although things always end in failure, although things always end in giving up, but I didn't say no very easily. Although sou is not a brave child, I am not a child who gives up easily. I always give up after struggling to make a decision. | 
