乌云密布,天阴沉沉的。没有一丝风,闷得让人透不过气来。 The sky is overcast. There is no wind. It's too stuffy to breathe. 我坐在窗前,望着远处的天空发呆。此时此刻,外面阴沉的天气似我忧郁的心…… I sat at the window, staring at the sky in the distance. At this moment, the gloomy weather outside is like my melancholy heart 妈妈,您知道吗?不知从何时起,我觉得我和您之间好像隔了一堵厚厚的墙,让我无法靠近您,无法亲近您。我也曾试过推倒它,但是它太坚固,我的力量太小。我需要您的帮助呀!现在这堵墙似乎每天都在加厚。 Mom, do you know? I don't know when, I feel like there is a thick wall between me and you, which makes me unable to get close to you. I've tried to push it down, but it's too strong and my strength is too small. I need your help! Now the wall seems to be thickening every day. 妈妈,在我很小的时后您就对我说:“要经常和妈妈沟通,有什么就说出来,妈妈替你解决。”我信以为真,我跟您说话也从不隐瞒。可现在,您不但不耐心听我说,而且还责备我,说我分散精力,不用心学习,您让我以后怎么跟您说?现在,我跟您说话之前,那些该说的和不该说的话,都要在心里酝酿很久才能说出来。时间一长,那些想吐又未吐的丝在心中结了茧,紧紧地包绕着我的心。我开始害怕,我变得圆滑。 |