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I started having this strange feeling of loneliness, self-pity, and sadness in my first year in college. 刚进大学的第一年，我开始莫名的感到孤独，自怜和哀伤。 I had no idea what it was, 当时我并不清楚这种情绪是什么 but one thing I knew was that 我唯一知道的是 it all started when my teacher called me out In front of the whole class 当一位任课老师当着全班同学的面让我滚出教室，这种感觉就出现了 for not carrying out the tasks that were assigned to me. 这件事的起因，只是我没有完成一份她交给我的任务。 I was a brilliant student in school, 在学校里，我是一个很聪明的学生 even though I could be nonchalant sometimes, 虽然有的时候我会有些懒散冷漠 which I felt was commonplace amongst kids my age. 但我觉得在我这个年龄的孩子中，这也是很通常的事情 I never took this to heart 我从没将自己的缺点放在心上 until she called me out in front of the whole class. 直到这一天，她当着全班同学的面把我赶出了教室 After that experience, I couldn't listen in class; 经历了这样的事情之后，我发现自己在课堂上无法听课 thoughts of that scenario kept playing in my head | 
