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This is my family's story from a poor, broken background that I've been meaning to share for a long while. 这是我与家人的故事，我们曾穷困潦倒，不名一钱，长久以来，我一直想分享这个故事。 Life can be really difficult for many of us and I feel like I have something to offer to those of you that feel low, unmotivated, or stuck in a difficult situation. 对许多人来说，生活是一件很艰难的事情。如果读到此文的人中有人感到情绪低落，生活没有目标或是深陷困境，我想要与你们分享我的故事。 Ever since I was 11 years old, I wished I was dead. 从我11岁的时候开始，我就希望自己死掉。 It began immediately after my father who, one day, beat me ruthlessly for asking him why he was drunk. 那天我问我爸爸，为什么他醉醺醺的，他为此毫不留情的把我暴打了一顿，突然之间我就产生了想死的念头。 He punched me, threw my tiny body across the room to the wall, and told me I was stupid for asking such questions, and that he regrets having such a dumb kid. 他狠狠给了我几拳之后，把我瘦小的身体从屋子一边扔到了另一边，我撞在墙上。接着他告诉我，傻子才会问这样的问题，他真后悔生了我这么蠢的孩子。 He slammed the door to my room as he left and I remember picking myself up and stumbling to bed so that I could cry as quietly as possible. | 
