A few months ago I was nominated for Governor of the great state of New York, to run against Mr. John T. Smith and Mr. Blank J. Blank on an independent ticket. I somehow felt that I had one prominent advantage over these gentlemen, and that was--good character. It was easy to see by the newspapers that if ever they had known what it was to bear a good name, that time had gone by. It was plain that in these latter years they had become familiar with all manner of shameful crimes. But at the very moment that I was exalting my advantage and joying in it in secret, there was a muddy undercurrent of discomfort "riling" the deeps of my happiness, and that was--the having to hear my name bandied about in familiar connection with those of such people. I grew more and more disturbed. Finally I wrote my grandmother about it. Her answer came quick and sharp. She said: 几个月以前,我被提名为独立党的纽约州州长候选人,与斯图阿特-伍德福先生和约翰-霍夫曼先生竞选。我总觉得我有一个显著的长处胜过这两位先生,那就是——声望还好。从报纸上很容易看出,即令他们曾经知道保持名誉的好处,那个时候也已经过去了。近几年来,他们显然对各式各样可耻的罪行都习以为常了。但是正当我还在赞美自己的长处,并因此暗自得意的时候,却有一股不愉快的浑浊潜流“搅浑”我那快乐心情的深处,那就是——不得不听到我的名字动辄被人家拿来与那些人相提并论地到处传播。我心里越来越烦乱。后来我就写信给我的祖母,报告这桩事情。她的信回得又快又干脆。她说: |