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Just feeling a bit down when face raining alone and sorry for upsetting parents by not spending the festival with family. Dad's concerning call even made me feel more guilty They always listen to me even when they're reluctant I insisted on coming earlier then they drove me here and helped me arrange everything They just wished I could spend the day with them and other family members but what I wanted was spending some time alone before the new semester Sometimes I am just a psycho that only care about my own strange feelings Anyway I will try to arrange my life without help go out alone without losing myself sleep without being scared of darkness I will take my medicine on time and eat properly I will take good care of myself and won't let family worry I am fine I'm trying to be... | 
