自己就是天使
<p>不绝于耳的劝说甚至是指责。写满不解和担忧的脸孔。还有眼前来去飘忽不定的不同的身影，我要雕琢自己。&<span word="nbsp">nbsp</span>;</p><p><span word="Constant">Constant</span> <span word="persuasion">persuasion</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="even">even</span> <span word="criticism">criticism</span>. <span word="A">A</span> <span word="face">face</span> <span word="full">full</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="puzzles">puzzles</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="worries">worries</span>. <span word="There">There</span> <span word="are">are</span> <span word="different">different</span> <span word="figures">figures</span> <span word="floating">floating</span> <span word="around">around</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="front">front</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="me">me</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="want">want</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="carve">carve</span> <span word="myself">myself</span>. &<span word="nbsp">nbsp</span>;</p><p>我知道几乎所有的人都不解我这样做的举动。我不想去解释什么，也因为根本就无法解释清楚什么。或许，我在他们眼中就是一个固执己见甚至不知分寸的人。&<span word="nbsp">nbsp</span>;</p><p><span word="I">I</span> <span word="know">know</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="almost">almost</span> <span word="all">all</span> <span word="people">people</span> <span word="don">don</span>'<span word="t">t</span> <span word="understand">understand</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="actions">actions</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="don">don</span>'<span word="t">t</span> <span word="want">want</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="explain">explain</span> <span word="anything">anything</span>, <span word="because">because</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="can">can</span>'<span word="t">t</span> <span word="explain">explain</span> <span word="anything">anything</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="all">all</span>. <span word="Maybe">Maybe</span>, <span word="I">I</span> <span word="am">am</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="stubborn">stubborn</span> <span word="person">person</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="their">their</span> <span word="eyes">eyes</span>. &<span word="nbsp">nbsp</span>;</p><p>后天，或者是明天，我就要离开这片生我养我的土地，到荒无人烟的西北大荒漠上开始我新的人生。为此，我放弃了许多，父母的关爱、优越的生活，还有曾经我寐以求的高级白领的职位。也许正是因为这些，才使得几乎所有的人都不理解我。&<span word="nbsp">nbsp</span>;</p><p><span word="The">The</span> <span word="day">day</span> <span word="after">after</span> <span word="tomorrow">tomorrow</span>, <span word="or">or</span> <span word="tomorrow">tomorrow</span>, <span word="I">I</span> <span word="will">will</span> <span word="leave">leave</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="land">land</span> <span word="where">where</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="born">born</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="raised">raised</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="start">start</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="new">new</span> <span word="life">life</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="desolate">desolate</span> <span word="northwest">northwest</span> <span word="desert">desert</span>. <span word="To">To</span> <span word="this">this</span> <span word="end">end</span>, <span word="I">I</span> <span word="gave">gave</span> <span word="up">up</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="lot">lot</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="love">love</span> <span word="from">from</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="parents">parents</span>, <span word="superior">superior</span> <span word="life">life</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="position">position</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="senior">senior</span> <span word="white">white</span>-<span word="collar">collar</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="always">always</span> <span word="wanted">wanted</span>. <span word="Maybe">Maybe</span> <span word="it">it</span>'<span word="s">s</span> <span word="because">because</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="this">this</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="almost">almost</span> <span word="everyone">everyone</span> <span word="doesn">doesn</span>'<span word="t">t</span> <span word="understand">understand</span> <span word="me">me</span>. &<span word="nbsp">nbsp</span>;</p><p>一个朋友问我："这不是一个归隐的时代，而你又何曾想成为一个真正的隐士？你所有的理想和抱负难道就要在那份荒漠上荒芜吗？" 不！我不是去了一个死气沉沉的地方，我是带着我的梦想去向那片埋藏着生机的土地，去那片更广阔的天地施展拳脚。 又有谁真的了解我的思想呢？在一块玉石中，谁能真正了解包孕在里面的天使啊？！&<span word="nbsp">nbsp</span>;</p>
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