不要轻易说“不”
<p>我不是个勇敢的孩子。我害怕困难，我害怕前路的茫然，还害怕面对前路的艰辛，我害怕面对没有方向感的世界，我害怕失去自我。我总是会在事情快要有结果的时候，特别是在自己有不好感觉的时候，选择逃避。</p><p><span word="I">I</span>'<span word="m">m</span> <span word="not">not</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="brave">brave</span> <span word="boy">boy</span>. <span word="I">I</span>'<span word="m">m</span> <span word="afraid">afraid</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="difficulties">difficulties</span>, <span word="I">I</span>'<span word="m">m</span> <span word="afraid">afraid</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="blankness">blankness</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="road">road</span> <span word="ahead">ahead</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="I">I</span>'<span word="m">m</span> <span word="afraid">afraid</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="facing">facing</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="hardships">hardships</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="road">road</span> <span word="ahead">ahead</span>, <span word="I">I</span>'<span word="m">m</span> <span word="afraid">afraid</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="facing">facing</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="world">world</span> <span word="without">without</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="sense">sense</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="direction">direction</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="I">I</span>'<span word="m">m</span> <span word="afraid">afraid</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="losing">losing</span> <span word="myself">myself</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="always">always</span> <span word="choose">choose</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="escape">escape</span> <span word="when">when</span> <span word="things">things</span> <span word="are">are</span> <span word="about">about</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="come">come</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="an">an</span> <span word="end">end</span>, <span word="especially">especially</span> <span word="when">when</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="bad">bad</span> <span word="feeling">feeling</span>.</p><p>我总是想学着去坚强，可是坚强并不是那么容易的一件事。坚强总不是我想象的那样子坚强，它并不是两个字，它并不是一种心情，它不是一时的冲动就能完成的事情。我觉得它好难。我曾经尝试着去做，可是最终我还是失败了。我还是放弃了。虽然事情总是以失败而告终，虽然事情总是以放弃而结束，但是我并没有很轻易的说出不。搜虽然不是个勇敢的孩子，可是我也不是轻易放弃的孩子。我的放弃总是在挣扎了之后才做出的决定。</p><p><span word="I">I</span> <span word="always">always</span> <span word="want">want</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="learn">learn</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="be">be</span> <span word="strong">strong</span>, <span word="but">but</span> <span word="being">being</span> <span word="strong">strong</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="not">not</span> <span word="so">so</span> <span word="easy">easy</span>. <span word="Strong">Strong</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="not">not</span> <span word="as">as</span> <span word="strong">strong</span> <span word="as">as</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="imagined">imagined</span>, <span word="it">it</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="not">not</span> <span word="two">two</span> <span word="words">words</span>, <span word="it">it</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="not">not</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="mood">mood</span>, <span word="it">it</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="not">not</span> <span word="something">something</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="can">can</span> <span word="be">be</span> <span word="accomplished">accomplished</span> <span word="by">by</span> <span word="impulse">impulse</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="find">find</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="hard">hard</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="tried">tried</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="do">do</span> <span word="it">it</span>, <span word="but">but</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="end">end</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="failed">failed</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="gave">gave</span> <span word="up">up</span>. <span word="Although">Although</span> <span word="things">things</span> <span word="always">always</span> <span word="end">end</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="failure">failure</span>, <span word="although">although</span> <span word="things">things</span> <span word="always">always</span> <span word="end">end</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="giving">giving</span> <span word="up">up</span>, <span word="but">but</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="didn">didn</span>'<span word="t">t</span> <span word="say">say</span> <span word="no">no</span> <span word="very">very</span> <span word="easily">easily</span>. <span word="Although">Although</span> <span word="sou">sou</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="not">not</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="brave">brave</span> <span word="child">child</span>, <span word="I">I</span> <span word="am">am</span> <span word="not">not</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="child">child</span> <span word="who">who</span> <span word="gives">gives</span> <span word="up">up</span> <span word="easily">easily</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="always">always</span> <span word="give">give</span> <span word="up">up</span> <span word="after">after</span> <span word="struggling">struggling</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="make">make</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="decision">decision</span>.</p>
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