心在刃上的选择
<p>历来最为矛盾的便是文人，他们似乎生来就进行着心灵上的选择，在进与退之间，在生与死之间。</p><p><span word="The">The</span> <span word="most">most</span> <span word="contradictory">contradictory</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="literati">literati</span>. <span word="They">They</span> <span word="seem">seem</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="be">be</span> <span word="born">born</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="choice">choice</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="soul">soul</span>, <span word="between">between</span> <span word="advance">advance</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="retreat">retreat</span>, <span word="between">between</span> <span word="life">life</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="death">death</span>.</p><p>魏晋出英雄——历史学家如是说。</p><p><span word="Wei">Wei</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="Jin">Jin</span> <span word="made">made</span> <span word="heroes">heroes</span>, <span word="historians">historians</span> <span word="say">say</span>.</p><p>我不知道在别人心目中嵇康算不算英雄，但从他的每一次选择中我断定：他是个英雄</p><p><span word="I">I</span> <span word="don">don</span>'<span word="t">t</span> <span word="know">know</span> <span word="if">if</span> <span word="Ji">Ji</span> <span word="Kang">Kang</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="hero">hero</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="other">other</span> <span word="people">people</span>'<span word="s">s</span> <span word="mind">mind</span>, <span word="but">but</span> <span word="from">from</span> <span word="his">his</span> <span word="every">every</span> <span word="choice">choice</span>, <span word="I">I</span> <span word="conclude">conclude</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="he">he</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="hero">hero</span></p><p>。</p><p>嵇康也许天生一副傲骨，不屈于俗，不慕于官，过着自己的田园隐士的生活。一代名将钟会，慕名往谒，结果被拒之门外。钟会在临走时，不忘记恨恨地瞪了两眼。于是嵇康便上了刑台，理由是谋乱。行刑前，执刑官问他还有何话说，他抬起头，看着台下三千太学生稽首向着一个高高在上的人。司马昭也看着嵇康。嵇康知道，以他的名望，只要向司马昭说一句恳求的话，往后则皆大欢喜。他的心在动，心在痛，屈服吗？不，他知道自己并没有错。于是他说了句：“把琴拿来。”……</p><p><span word="Ji">Ji</span> <span word="Kang">Kang</span> <span word="may">may</span> <span word="be">be</span> <span word="born">born</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="pair">pair</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="proud">proud</span>, <span word="unyielding">unyielding</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="vulgar">vulgar</span>, <span word="do">do</span> <span word="not">not</span> <span word="admire">admire</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="official">official</span>, <span word="living">living</span> <span word="their">their</span> <span word="own">own</span> <span word="rural">rural</span> <span word="hermit">hermit</span> <span word="life">life</span>. <span word="A">A</span> <span word="generation">generation</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="famous">famous</span> <span word="generals">generals</span>, <span word="Zhong">Zhong</span> <span word="Hui">Hui</span>, <span word="went">went</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="pay">pay</span> <span word="homage">homage</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="turned">turned</span> <span word="away">away</span>. <span word="When">When</span> <span word="clock">clock</span> <span word="meeting">meeting</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="about">about</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="leave">leave</span>, <span word="don">don</span>'<span word="t">t</span> <span word="forget">forget</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="hate">hate</span> <span word="ground">ground</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="stare">stare</span> <span word="two">two</span> <span word="eyes">eyes</span>. <span word="So">So</span> <span word="Ji">Ji</span> <span word="Kang">Kang</span> <span word="went">went</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="scaffold">scaffold</span>, <span word="for">for</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="reason">reason</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="plotting">plotting</span> <span word="chaos">chaos</span>. <span word="Before">Before</span> <span word="execution">execution</span>, <span word="the">the</span> <span word="executioner">executioner</span> <span word="asked">asked</span> <span word="him">him</span> <span word="what">what</span> <span word="else">else</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="say">say</span>. <span word="He">He</span> <span word="raised">raised</span> <span word="his">his</span> <span word="head">head</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="looked">looked</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="three">three</span> <span word="thousand">thousand</span> <span word="students">students</span> <span word="under">under</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="stage">stage</span>, <span word="who">who</span> <span word="were">were</span> <span word="leading">leading</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="way">way</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="higher">higher</span> <span word="person">person</span>. <span word="Sima">Sima</span> <span word="Zhao">Zhao</span> <span word="also">also</span> <span word="looked">looked</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="Ji">Ji</span> <span word="Kang">Kang</span>. <span word="Ji">Ji</span> <span word="Kang">Kang</span> <span word="knew">knew</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="his">his</span> <span word="fame">fame</span>, <span word="he">he</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="be">be</span> <span word="happy">happy</span> <span word="if">if</span> <span word="he">he</span> <span word="said">said</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="supplication">supplication</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="Sima">Sima</span> <span word="Zhao">Zhao</span>. <span word="His">His</span> <span word="heart">heart</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="moving">moving</span>, <span word="his">his</span> <span word="heart">heart</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="aching">aching</span>, <span word="give">give</span> <span word="in">in</span>? <span word="No">No</span>, <span word="he">he</span> <span word="knew">knew</span> <span word="he">he</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="right">right</span>. <span word="So">So</span> <span word="he">he</span> <span word="said">said</span>, "<span word="bring">bring</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="piano">piano</span>."</p>
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