此时此刻他就存在我的生命里
<p><span word="In">In</span> <span word="November">November</span> 2009, <span word="Brandy">Brandy</span> <span word="Trammell">Trammell</span> <span word="became">became</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="homeowner">homeowner</span>. <span word="As">As</span> <span word="she">she</span> <span word="moved">moved</span> <span word="into">into</span> <span word="her">her</span> <span word="new">new</span> <span word="house">house</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="Laurel">Laurel</span>, <span word="it">it</span> <span word="seemed">seemed</span> <span word="as">as</span> <span word="though">though</span> <span word="her">her</span> <span word="life">life</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="all">all</span> <span word="set">set</span> <span word="up">up</span>: <span word="She">She</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="her">her</span> <span word="own">own</span> <span word="place">place</span>, <span word="friends">friends</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="family">family</span> <span word="nearby">nearby</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="speech">speech</span> <span word="therapy">therapy</span> <span word="career">career</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="flourishing">flourishing</span>.</p><p>2009年11月，<span word="Brandy">Brandy</span> <span word="Trammell">Trammell</span>成为有房一族。她搬进了她在<span word="Laurel">Laurel</span>的新屋，仿佛她的生活都已经安顿好了：她有她自己的地方、朋友和附近的家人，以及一个蒸蒸日上的言语治疗事业。</p><p><span word="But">But</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="seemed">seemed</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="guy">guy</span> <span word="she">she</span> <span word="always">always</span> <span word="dreamed">dreamed</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="sharing">sharing</span> <span word="her">her</span> <span word="life">life</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="just">just</span> <span word="that">that</span> — <span word="a">a</span> <span word="dream">dream</span>. <span word="With">With</span> <span word="every">every</span> <span word="man">man</span> <span word="she">she</span> <span word="dated">dated</span>, <span word="something">something</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="missing">missing</span>.</p><p>但似乎她一直梦想的和她一起分享生活的他，还只是一个梦想。每次和她约会的男人，总少了点什么。</p><p>“<span word="So">So</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="felt">felt</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="he">he</span> <span word="didn">didn</span>’<span word="t">t</span> <span word="exist">exist</span>. <span word="This">This</span> <span word="idea">idea</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="you">you</span>’<span word="re">re</span> <span word="going">going</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="find">find</span> <span word="somebody">somebody</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="doesn">doesn</span>’<span word="t">t</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="tragic">tragic</span> <span word="flaw">flaw</span> — <span word="I">I</span> <span word="really">really</span> <span word="felt">felt</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="going">going</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="settle">settle</span>,” <span word="she">she</span> <span word="says">says</span>.</p><p>“所以我觉得那个他是不存在的。关于你会找到一个没有那些悲催缺点的人的想法- 我真觉得我将不得不解决，”她说。</p><p><span word="The">The</span> <span word="day">day</span> <span word="after">after</span> <span word="Thanksgiving">Thanksgiving</span>, <span word="Trammell">Trammell</span> <span word="sat">sat</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="her">her</span> <span word="bedroom">bedroom</span> — <span word="the">the</span> <span word="only">only</span> <span word="furnished">furnished</span> <span word="room">room</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="house">house</span> — <span word="and">and</span> <span word="logged">logged</span> <span word="on">on</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="eHarmony">eHarmony</span>. <span word="She">She</span>’<span word="d">d</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="membership">membership</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="months">months</span> <span word="but">but</span> <span word="hadn">hadn</span>’<span word="t">t</span> <span word="logged">logged</span> <span word="on">on</span> <span word="since">since</span> <span word="she">she</span>’<span word="d">d</span> <span word="signed">signed</span> <span word="up">up</span>.</p><p>感恩节之后的一天，<span word="Trammell">Trammell</span>坐在卧室里，屋里里唯一装修过的房间，登录到<span word="eHarmony">eHarmony</span>。她成为会员几个月了，但自从她注册之后从未登录过。</p>
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