心里的黑暗，我坦然接受你
<p><span word="I">I</span> <span word="started">started</span> <span word="having">having</span> <span word="this">this</span> <span word="strange">strange</span> <span word="feeling">feeling</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="loneliness">loneliness</span>, <span word="self">self</span>-<span word="pity">pity</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="sadness">sadness</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="first">first</span> <span word="year">year</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="college">college</span>.</p><p>刚进大学的第一年，我开始莫名的感到孤独，自怜和哀伤。</p><p><span word="I">I</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="no">no</span> <span word="idea">idea</span> <span word="what">what</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="was">was</span>,</p><p>当时我并不清楚这种情绪是什么</p><p><span word="but">but</span> <span word="one">one</span> <span word="thing">thing</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="knew">knew</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="that">that</span></p><p>我唯一知道的是</p><p><span word="it">it</span> <span word="all">all</span> <span word="started">started</span> <span word="when">when</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="teacher">teacher</span> <span word="called">called</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="out">out</span> <span word="In">In</span> <span word="front">front</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="whole">whole</span> <span word="class">class</span></p><p>当一位任课老师当着全班同学的面让我滚出教室，这种感觉就出现了</p><p><span word="for">for</span> <span word="not">not</span> <span word="carrying">carrying</span> <span word="out">out</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="tasks">tasks</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="were">were</span> <span word="assigned">assigned</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="me">me</span>.</p><p>这件事的起因，只是我没有完成一份她交给我的任务。</p><p><span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="brilliant">brilliant</span> <span word="student">student</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="school">school</span>,</p><p>在学校里，我是一个很聪明的学生</p><p><span word="even">even</span> <span word="though">though</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="could">could</span> <span word="be">be</span> <span word="nonchalant">nonchalant</span> <span word="sometimes">sometimes</span>,</p><p>虽然有的时候我会有些懒散冷漠</p><p><span word="which">which</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="felt">felt</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="commonplace">commonplace</span> <span word="amongst">amongst</span> <span word="kids">kids</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="age">age</span>.</p><p>但我觉得在我这个年龄的孩子中，这也是很通常的事情</p><p><span word="I">I</span> <span word="never">never</span> <span word="took">took</span> <span word="this">this</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="heart">heart</span></p><p>我从没将自己的缺点放在心上</p><p><span word="until">until</span> <span word="she">she</span> <span word="called">called</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="out">out</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="front">front</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="whole">whole</span> <span word="class">class</span>.</p><p>直到这一天，她当着全班同学的面把我赶出了教室</p><p><span word="After">After</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="experience">experience</span>, <span word="I">I</span> <span word="couldn">couldn</span>'<span word="t">t</span> <span word="listen">listen</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="class">class</span>;</p><p>经历了这样的事情之后，我发现自己在课堂上无法听课</p><p><span word="thoughts">thoughts</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="scenario">scenario</span> <span word="kept">kept</span> <span word="playing">playing</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="head">head</span></p>
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