前路祸福难知，何不惜取眼前时
<p>前路不论是磨难，还是平坦;境遇不论是凄切，抑或幸福;时光只管一路向前……所有的烦恼都会过去，犹如沙漏之忧，流水之愁。但令人忧伤的是：所有的美好也同样会逝去，无法挽留。</p><p><span word="I">I</span>’<span word="m">m</span> <span word="an">an</span> <span word="old">old</span> <span word="person">person</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="young">young</span> <span word="person">person</span>’<span word="s">s</span> <span word="body">body</span>. <span word="Change">Change</span> <span word="exhausts">exhausts</span> <span word="me">me</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="like">like</span> <span word="routine">routine</span>. <span word="The">The</span> <span word="simple">simple</span> <span word="motions">motions</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="school">school</span> <span word="day">day</span> <span word="were">were</span> <span word="always">always</span> <span word="calming">calming</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="me">me</span>—<span word="the">the</span> <span word="same">same</span> <span word="classes">classes</span>, <span word="the">the</span> <span word="same">same</span> <span word="people">people</span>, <span word="the">the</span> <span word="same">same</span> <span word="hours">hours</span> <span word="spent">spent</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="predictable">predictable</span> <span word="pattern">pattern</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="eat">eat</span> <span word="dinner">dinner</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="same">same</span> <span word="time">time</span> <span word="every">every</span> <span word="day">day</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="never">never</span> <span word="stay">stay</span> <span word="up">up</span> <span word="past">past</span> 11. <span word="When">When</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="school">school</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="preferred">preferred</span> <span word="scheduled">scheduled</span>, <span word="predictable">predictable</span> <span word="activities">activities</span> <span word="like">like</span> <span word="drama">drama</span> <span word="club">club</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="choir">choir</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="on">on</span>-<span word="the">the</span>-<span word="fly">fly</span>, <span word="anything">anything</span>-<span word="can">can</span>-<span word="happen">happen</span> <span word="parties">parties</span>.</p><p><span word="When">When</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="plans">plans</span> <span word="change">change</span> <span word="suddenly">suddenly</span>, <span word="it">it</span> <span word="feels">feels</span> <span word="like">like</span> <span word="gears">gears</span> <span word="grinding">grinding</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="brain">brain</span>. <span word="Instead">Instead</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="rolling">rolling</span> <span word="along">along</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="routine">routine</span>, <span word="everything">everything</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="head">head</span> <span word="seems">seems</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="jam">jam</span> <span word="while">while</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="erase">erase</span> <span word="everything">everything</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="planned">planned</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="day">day</span>—<span word="dinner">dinner</span>, <span word="homework">homework</span>, <span word="television">television</span>—<span word="and">and</span> <span word="replace">replace</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="new">new</span> <span word="plans">plans</span>. <span word="It">It</span> <span word="doesn">doesn</span>’<span word="t">t</span> <span word="matter">matter</span> <span word="if">if</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="new">new</span> <span word="plan">plan</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="better">better</span> <span word="than">than</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="old">old</span>—<span word="having">having</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="quickly">quickly</span> <span word="rebuild">rebuild</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="mental">mental</span> <span word="schedule">schedule</span> <span word="almost">almost</span> <span word="physically">physically</span> <span word="hurts">hurts</span>. <span word="My">My</span> <span word="brother">brother</span> <span word="once">once</span> <span word="made">made</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="last">last</span>-<span word="minute">minute</span> <span word="decision">decision</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="visit">visit</span> <span word="our">our</span> <span word="parents">parents</span> (<span word="who">who</span> <span word="live">live</span> <span word="five">five</span> <span word="hours">hours</span> <span word="away">away</span>) <span word="and">and</span> <span word="gave">gave</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="an">an</span> <span word="hour">hour</span>’<span word="s">s</span> <span word="notice">notice</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="decide">decide</span> <span word="if">if</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="wanted">wanted</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="go">go</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="him">him</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="burst">burst</span> <span word="into">into</span> <span word="tears">tears</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="eventually">eventually</span> <span word="gave">gave</span> <span word="in">in</span>, <span word="which">which</span> <span word="led">led</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="very">very</span> <span word="nice">nice</span> <span word="weekend">weekend</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="like">like</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="family">family</span>, <span word="but">but</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="need">need</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="couple">couple</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="days">days</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="psych">psych</span> <span word="myself">myself</span> <span word="up">up</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="such">such</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="big">big</span> <span word="change">change</span>.</p><p><span word="I">I</span> <span word="know">know</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="no">no</span> <span word="matter">matter</span> <span word="how">how</span> <span word="hard">hard</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="try">try</span>, <span word="I">I</span> <span word="can">can</span>’<span word="t">t</span> <span word="prevent">prevent</span> <span word="things">things</span> <span word="from">from</span> <span word="changing">changing</span>. <span word="The">The</span> <span word="school">school</span> <span word="year">year</span> <span word="ends">ends</span>, <span word="people">people</span> <span word="move">move</span>, <span word="friendships">friendships</span> <span word="fade">fade</span>. <span word="But">But</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="get">get</span> <span word="so">so</span> <span word="attached">attached</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="familiar">familiar</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="even">even</span> <span word="positive">positive</span> <span word="changes">changes</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="been">been</span> <span word="difficult">difficult</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="accept">accept</span>. <span word="Every">Every</span> <span word="new">new</span> <span word="school">school</span> <span word="year">year</span> <span word="or">or</span> <span word="college">college</span> <span word="semester">semester</span> <span word="meant">meant</span> <span word="exciting">exciting</span> <span word="new">new</span> <span word="classes">classes</span>, <span word="but">but</span> <span word="also">also</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="absence">absence</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="former">former</span> <span word="classes">classes</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="classmates">classmates</span>, <span word="which">which</span> <span word="felt">felt</span> <span word="unbearably">unbearably</span> <span word="sad">sad</span>. <span word="A">A</span> <span word="relative">relative</span> <span word="getting">getting</span> <span word="married">married</span> <span word="or">or</span> <span word="having">having</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="child">child</span> <span word="meant">meant</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="happy">happy</span> <span word="new">new</span> <span word="addition">addition</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="our">our</span> <span word="family">family</span>, <span word="but">but</span> <span word="also">also</span> <span word="meant">meant</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="every">every</span> <span word="holiday">holiday</span> <span word="gathering">gathering</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="now">now</span> <span word="going">going</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="be">be</span> <span word="different">different</span>, <span word="so">so</span> <span word="I">I</span>’<span word="d">d</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="mourn">mourn</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="end">end</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="an">an</span> <span word="old">old</span> <span word="era">era</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="adjust">adjust</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="something">something</span> <span word="new">new</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="even">even</span> <span word="sniffled">sniffled</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="little">little</span> <span word="over">over</span> <span word="getting">getting</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="braces">braces</span> <span word="removed">removed</span> (<span word="in">in</span> <span word="all">all</span> <span word="fairness">fairness</span>, <span word="we">we</span>’<span word="d">d</span> <span word="been">been</span> <span word="together">together</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="five">five</span> <span word="years">years</span>).</p>
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