etter to Shyness
<p><span word="Dear">Dear</span> <span word="Shyness">Shyness</span>，</p><p><span word="I">I</span> <span word="am">am</span> <span word="pushing">pushing</span> <span word="you">you</span> <span word="away">away</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="take">take</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="freedom">freedom</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="more">more</span> <span word="fun">fun</span>。 <span word="You">You</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="bothered">bothered</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="last">last</span> <span word="two">two</span> <span word="years">years</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="enough">enough</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="you">you</span>。 <span word="You">You</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="prevented">prevented</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="from">from</span> <span word="making">making</span> <span word="friends">friends</span>， <span word="ordering">ordering</span> <span word="food">food</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="talking">talking</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="people">people</span>。 <span word="You">You</span> <span word="made">made</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="nervous">nervous</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="afraid">afraid</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="smile">smile</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="no">no</span> <span word="reason">reason</span>。 <span word="You">You</span> <span word="even">even</span> <span word="made">made</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="say">say</span> <span word="or">or</span> <span word="do">do</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="wrong">wrong</span> <span word="things">things</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="made">made</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="feel">feel</span> <span word="weird">weird</span>(怪异的) <span word="and">and</span> <span word="mad">mad</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="myself">myself</span>。 <span word="Mr">Mr</span>。 <span word="Shyness">Shyness</span>， <span word="you">you</span> <span word="made">made</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="feel">feel</span> <span word="hopeless">hopeless</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="not">not</span> <span word="believe">believe</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="myself">myself</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="often">often</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="questions">questions</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="heart">heart</span> <span word="were">were</span> <span word="what">what</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="should">should</span> <span word="do">do</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="what">what</span> <span word="people">people</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="think">think</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="me">me</span>。 <span word="Mr">Mr</span>。 <span word="Shyness">Shyness</span>， <span word="I">I</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="also">also</span> <span word="discovered">discovered</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="you">you</span> <span word="work">work</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="worries">worries</span>。 <span word="You">You</span> <span word="made">made</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="worry">worry</span> <span word="about">about</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="sound">sound</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="voice">voice</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="wonder">wonder</span> <span word="if">if</span> <span word="people">people</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="laugh">laugh</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="me">me</span>。</p><p><span word="I">I</span> <span word="am">am</span> <span word="pushing">pushing</span> <span word="you">you</span> <span word="away">away</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="take">take</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="freedom">freedom</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="more">more</span> <span word="fun">fun</span>。<span word="You">You</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="bothered">bothered</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="last">last</span> <span word="two">two</span> <span word="years">years</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="enough">enough</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="you">you</span>。<span word="You">You</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="prevented">prevented</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="from">from</span> <span word="making">making</span> <span word="friends">friends</span>， <span word="ordering">ordering</span> <span word="food">food</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="talking">talking</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="people">people</span>。<span word="You">You</span> <span word="made">made</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="nervous">nervous</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="afraid">afraid</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="smile">smile</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="no">no</span> <span word="reason">reason</span>。<span word="You">You</span> <span word="even">even</span> <span word="made">made</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="say">say</span> <span word="or">or</span> <span word="do">do</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="wrong">wrong</span> <span word="things">things</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="made">made</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="feel">feel</span> <span word="weird">weird</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="mad">mad</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="myself">myself</span>. <span word="Mr">Mr</span>. <span word="Shyness">Shyness</span>， <span word="you">you</span> <span word="made">made</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="feel">feel</span> <span word="hopeless">hopeless</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="not">not</span> <span word="believe">believe</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="myself">myself</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="often">often</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="questions">questions</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="heart">heart</span> <span word="were">were</span> <span word="what">what</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="should">should</span> <span word="do">do</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="what">what</span> <span word="people">people</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="think">think</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="me">me</span>。<span word="Mr">Mr</span>. <span word="Shyness">Shyness</span>， <span word="I">I</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="also">also</span> <span word="discovered">discovered</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="you">you</span> <span word="work">work</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="worries">worries</span>。<span word="You">You</span> <span word="made">made</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="worry">worry</span> <span word="about">about</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="sound">sound</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="voice">voice</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="wonder">wonder</span> <span word="if">if</span> <span word="people">people</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="laugh">laugh</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="me">me</span>。</p><p><span word="But">But</span> <span word="then">then</span> <span word="one">one</span> <span word="day">day</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="got">got</span> <span word="rid">rid</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="you">you</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="decided">decided</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="be">be</span> <span word="myself">myself</span>。 <span word="I">I</span> <span word="encouraged">encouraged</span> <span word="myself">myself</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="successful">successful</span>。 <span word="I">I</span> <span word="started">started</span> <span word="ignoring">ignoring</span>(忽视) <span word="you">you</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="decided">decided</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="do">do</span> <span word="things">things</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="wanted">wanted</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="do">do</span>。 <span word="So">So</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="looked">looked</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="people">people</span>’<span word="s">s</span> <span word="eyes">eyes</span> <span word="when">when</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="talking">talking</span>。 <span word="I">I</span> <span word="didn">didn</span>’<span word="t">t</span> <span word="give">give</span> <span word="you">you</span> <span word="any">any</span> <span word="time">time</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="attack">attack</span> <span word="me">me</span>。 <span word="Now">Now</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="use">use</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="imagination">imagination</span> <span word="against">against</span> <span word="you">you</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="think">think</span> <span word="positively">positively</span>(主动地，积极地)。 <span word="I">I</span> <span word="know">know</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="you">you</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="been">been</span> <span word="telling">telling</span> <span word="lies">lies</span> <span word="about">about</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="about">about</span> <span word="people">people</span>。 <span word="Now">Now</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="know">know</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="can">can</span> <span word="do">do</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="people">people</span> <span word="are">are</span> <span word="nicer">nicer</span> <span word="than">than</span> <span word="what">what</span> <span word="you">you</span> <span word="said">said</span>。</p>
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