同学留在我心中的印象
<p>也许我沉默的同时，生活给我带来了很多，也带走了很多。有值得让我追回的什么，也有让我该去放弃的什么吧。也许我不敢正视这些问题，因为我疲惫我身躯，实在没有力气要去与什么作战，在去从注定身边夺回我的应有。经历了现实一次次的洗礼，面对生活，我懂得的太少了。好似人生的字典里只有无情，残酷，无奈，没有美好可言。我变了吗，不，我没的变，只是在生活中多为自己插了一把快刀。</p><p><span word="Perhaps">Perhaps</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="am">am</span> <span word="silent">silent</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="same">same</span> <span word="time">time</span>, <span word="life">life</span> <span word="has">has</span> <span word="brought">brought</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="lot">lot</span>, <span word="also">also</span> <span word="took">took</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="lot">lot</span>. <span word="There">There</span>'<span word="s">s</span> <span word="something">something</span> <span word="worth">worth</span> <span word="taking">taking</span> <span word="back">back</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="something">something</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="should">should</span> <span word="give">give</span> <span word="up">up</span>. <span word="Maybe">Maybe</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="dare">dare</span> <span word="not">not</span> <span word="face">face</span> <span word="up">up</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="these">these</span> <span word="problems">problems</span>, <span word="because">because</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="am">am</span> <span word="tired">tired</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="body">body</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="really">really</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="no">no</span> <span word="strength">strength</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="fight">fight</span> <span word="with">with</span>, <span word="to">to</span> <span word="take">take</span> <span word="back">back</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="due">due</span> <span word="from">from</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="destined">destined</span> <span word="side">side</span>. <span word="After">After</span> <span word="experiencing">experiencing</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="baptism">baptism</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="reality">reality</span>, <span word="I">I</span> <span word="know">know</span> <span word="too">too</span> <span word="little">little</span> <span word="about">about</span> <span word="life">life</span>. <span word="It">It</span>'<span word="s">s</span> <span word="like">like</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="dictionary">dictionary</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="life">life</span>, <span word="there">there</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="only">only</span> <span word="ruthlessness">ruthlessness</span>, <span word="cruelty">cruelty</span>, <span word="helplessness">helplessness</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="no">no</span> <span word="beauty">beauty</span>. <span word="Have">Have</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="changed">changed</span>? <span word="No">No</span>, <span word="I">I</span> <span word="haven">haven</span>'<span word="t">t</span> <span word="changed">changed</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="just">just</span> <span word="inserted">inserted</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="sharp">sharp</span> <span word="knife">knife</span> <span word="into">into</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="life">life</span>.</p><p>也许年龄在飞奔，成熟在靠近心灵。求知的欲望越来越强，而付出与回报总是不成正比。以前我能将学业放在第一位，因为那时我还有理由有力气去追求，相信着光明使者它就在前方，就这么同命运争着斗着，近来我才发现，始终伪背不了，命运的着弄，还是被注定编排着一样。经过一翻学程的来回，我最终还是一无所有，面对知识我莫明其妙的，由然而生了一种错觉。好似我所做的一切，一切都成了多于的，一切不在有结果，</p>
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