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<p><span word="I">I</span> <span word="didn">didn</span>’<span word="t">t</span> <span word="grow">grow</span> <span word="up">up</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="very">very</span> <span word="loving">loving</span> <span word="family">family</span>.</p><p>我不是在温暖的家庭里长大的孩子</p><p><span word="In">In</span> <span word="fact">fact</span>,</p><p>事实上</p><p><span word="there">there</span> <span word="are">are</span> <span word="few">few</span>, <span word="if">if</span> <span word="any">any</span>, <span word="happy">happy</span> <span word="memories">memories</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="childhood">childhood</span> <span word="involving">involving</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="family">family</span> <span word="members">members</span>.</p><p>在我童年的记忆中，有家人在场的欢乐记忆少之又少，几乎没有</p><p><span word="My">My</span> <span word="happiest">happiest</span> <span word="moments">moments</span> <span word="were">were</span> <span word="spent">spent</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="few">few</span> <span word="friends">friends</span></p><p>我最快乐的时光是与少数几个朋友一起度过的</p><p><span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="allowed">allowed</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="have">have</span>.</p><p>他们是我被允许拥有的仅有的伙伴</p><p><span word="My">My</span> <span word="family">family</span> <span word="eventually">eventually</span> <span word="alienated">alienated</span> <span word="all">all</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="neighbors">neighbors</span>,</p><p>但最终，我的家人把所有的邻居都排斥开了</p><p><span word="so">so</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="time">time</span> <span word="came">came</span></p><p>这时</p><p><span word="when">when</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="didn">didn</span>’<span word="t">t</span> <span word="even">even</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="neighborhood">neighborhood</span> <span word="kids">kids</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="play">play</span> <span word="with">with</span>.</p><p>我甚至找不到一个邻里间的玩伴一同玩耍</p><p><span word="This">This</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="time">time</span> <span word="before">before</span> <span word="internet">internet</span>.</p><p>这是互联网诞生之前</p><p><span word="So">So</span>, <span word="I">I</span> <span word="learned">learned</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="occupy">occupy</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="time">time</span></p><p>于是，我学着用各种方式填满自己的时间</p><p><span word="reading">reading</span>,</p><p>阅读</p><p><span word="discovering">discovering</span> <span word="nature">nature</span></p><p>探索大自然</p><p><span word="and">and</span> <span word="setting">setting</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="achieving">achieving</span> <span word="small">small</span> <span word="goals">goals</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="myself">myself</span>.</p><p>给自己订立小目标并实现它们</p><p><span word="I">I</span> <span word="became">became</span> <span word="quite">quite</span> <span word="serious">serious</span>,</p><p>我变得十分严肃</p><p><span word="just">just</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="hide">hide</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="pain">pain</span>.</p><p>其实只是为了隐藏内心的伤痛</p><p><span word="There">There</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="another">another</span> <span word="family">family</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="town">town</span> <span word="that">that</span>,</p>
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