为什么我不喜欢别人叫我‘美女’
<p>"<span word="Pretty">Pretty</span>" <span word="has">has</span> <span word="always">always</span> <span word="been">been</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="conditional">conditional</span> <span word="adjective">adjective</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="me">me</span>. <span word="My">My</span> <span word="entire">entire</span> <span word="life">life</span> <span word="I">I</span>'<span word="ve">ve</span> <span word="heard">heard</span>, "<span word="You">You</span>'<span word="re">re</span> <span word="pretty">pretty</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="dark">dark</span>-<span word="skinned">skinned</span> <span word="girl">girl</span>." "<span word="You">You</span>'<span word="d">d</span> <span word="be">be</span> <span word="prettier">prettier</span> <span word="if">if</span> . . ." <span word="Growing">Growing</span> <span word="up">up</span>, <span word="I">I</span> <span word="didn">didn</span>'<span word="t">t</span> <span word="want">want</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="play">play</span> <span word="outside">outside</span> <span word="too">too</span> <span word="long">long</span> <span word="out">out</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="fear">fear</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="getting">getting</span> <span word="darker">darker</span>. <span word="I">I</span>'<span word="d">d</span> <span word="wish">wish</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="skin">skin</span> <span word="tones">tones</span> <span word="like">like</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="mom">mom</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="dad">dad</span>, <span word="who">who</span> <span word="are">are</span> <span word="both">both</span> <span word="light">light</span> <span word="skinned">skinned</span>. <span word="I">I</span>'<span word="d">d</span> <span word="hear">hear</span> <span word="whispers">whispers</span> <span word="about">about</span> <span word="whether">whether</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="parents">parents</span>' <span word="child">child</span> <span word="because">because</span> <span word="there">there</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="no">no</span> <span word="way">way</span> <span word="I">I</span>, <span word="a">a</span> <span word="dark">dark</span>-<span word="skinned">skinned</span> <span word="little">little</span> <span word="girl">girl</span>, <span word="could">could</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="picked">picked</span> <span word="up">up</span> <span word="genes">genes</span> <span word="from">from</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="dark">dark</span>-<span word="skinned">skinned</span> <span word="grandparents">grandparents</span>.</p><p>人们总用"漂亮"这个词形容我的外在。我活了这么多年，总是听到别人说，"虽然你黑，但你好看啊。""如果……，你会更好看。"长大一点后，我不喜欢在外玩太久，因为我怕晒的更黑。我真希望能和爸爸妈妈一样肤色较浅。我曾听到别人八卦，说我不是父母亲生的，因为总不可能我皮肤黑是因为遗传了祖父祖母吧。</p><p><span word="Not">Not</span> <span word="only">only</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="perception">perception</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="pretty">pretty</span> <span word="shaped">shaped</span> <span word="by">by</span> <span word="how">how</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="peers">peers</span>, <span word="family">family</span> <span word="members">members</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="society">society</span> <span word="saw">saw</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="deep">deep</span> <span word="brown">brown</span> <span word="skin">skin</span>, <span word="but">but</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="hair">hair</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="always">always</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="topic">topic</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="conversation">conversation</span>, <span word="too">too</span>. <span word="My">My</span> <span word="hair">hair</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="crown">crown</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="glory">glory</span>, <span word="at">at</span> <span word="least">least</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="what">what</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="taught">taught</span>. <span word="Every">Every</span> <span word="week">week</span>, <span word="I">I</span> <span word="spent">spent</span> <span word="hours">hours</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="hair">hair</span> <span word="salon">salon</span> <span word="getting">getting</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="hair">hair</span> <span word="chemically">chemically</span> <span word="straightened">straightened</span>.</p><p>我的同伴、家人和社会对待我棕色皮肤的看法塑造了我对美的感知。我的头发也总是人们的谈资。我的头发是我的骄傲，至少我是这么想的。我每周都会去理发店化学拉直我的头发。</p>
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