在麻省理工上学是什么感觉？
<p><span word="My">My</span> <span word="first">first</span> <span word="semester">semester</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="MIT">MIT</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="awesome">awesome</span> - <span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="very">very</span> <span word="motivated">motivated</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="got">got</span> <span word="all">all</span> <span word="A">A</span>'<span word="s">s</span>, <span word="despite">despite</span> <span word="everything">everything</span> <span word="being">being</span> <span word="pass">pass</span>/<span word="no">no</span> <span word="record">record</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="even">even</span> <span word="got">got</span> <span word="an">an</span> <span word="A">A</span>+ <span word="in">in</span> <span word="differential">differential</span> <span word="equations">equations</span>. <span word="My">My</span> <span word="second">second</span> <span word="semester">semester</span> <span word="went">went</span> <span word="pretty">pretty</span> <span word="well">well</span>, <span word="too">too</span>, <span word="but">but</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="struggled">struggled</span> <span word="very">very</span> <span word="much">much</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="organic">organic</span> <span word="chemistry">chemistry</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="ended">ended</span> <span word="up">up</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="B">B</span>. <span word="This">This</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="first">first</span> <span word="B">B</span> <span word="ever">ever</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="though">though</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="disappointed">disappointed</span>, <span word="I">I</span> <span word="shook">shook</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="off">off</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="tried">tried</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="stay">stay</span> <span word="positive">positive</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="declared">declared</span> <span word="math">math</span> <span word="as">as</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="major">major</span>. <span word="I">I</span>'<span word="m">m</span> <span word="not">not</span> <span word="even">even</span> <span word="sure">sure</span> <span word="why">why</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="took">took</span> <span word="organic">organic</span> <span word="chemistry">chemistry</span>, <span word="since">since</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="interested">interested</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="math">math</span>.</p><p>在麻省理工的第一学期成绩骄人，我学积极主动，我的所有学科成绩都是<span word="A">A</span>，没有不过的科目。甚至在微积分方程我得了<span word="A">A</span>+。第二学期也差不多，成绩很好，除了有机化学我得了个<span word="B">B</span>这点让我有点揪心。那是我第一次得<span word="B">B</span>我，所以不免有点失望，不过我还是摆脱阴影，保持积极。数学是我的专业，而且我的兴趣也在数学，我也不确定为什么会选择有机化学。</p><p><span word="My">My</span> <span word="parents">parents</span> <span word="were">were</span> <span word="pressuring">pressuring</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="be">be</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="premed">premed</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="become">become</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="doctor">doctor</span> (<span word="like">like</span> <span word="them">them</span>) <span word="so">so</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="guess">guess</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="trying">trying</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="appease">appease</span> <span word="them">them</span>. <span word="But">But</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="same">same</span> <span word="time">time</span>, <span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="desperately">desperately</span> <span word="running">running</span> <span word="away">away</span> <span word="from">from</span> <span word="them">them</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="their">their</span> <span word="emotional">emotional</span> <span word="abuse">abuse</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="very">very</span> <span word="conflicted">conflicted</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="no">no</span> <span word="idea">idea</span> <span word="what">what</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="wanted">wanted</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="do">do</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="life">life</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="always">always</span> <span word="excelled">excelled</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="math">math</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="so">so</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="chose">chose</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="pursue">pursue</span> <span word="that">that</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="didn">didn</span>'<span word="t">t</span> <span word="know">know</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="time">time</span>, <span word="but">but</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="very">very</span> <span word="sense">sense</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="self">self</span>-<span word="worth">worth</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="based">based</span> <span word="on">on</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="fact">fact</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="good">good</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="math">math</span>.</p><p>大概父母想要让我成为医科预备生，然后像他们一样成为一个医生，我为了讨他们的欢心才做出这样的选择。但同时，我又极度想摆脱他们情绪上的控制，我很矛盾，也不知道我将来要做什么，我数学很棒，所以我选择坚持下去，同时也因为数学好，我有点自大，当时我没有意识到这一点。</p>
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