meili 发表于 2022-10-18 21:31:43

一个我们曾经讳莫如深的健康杀手

<p><span word="My">My</span> <span word="maternal">maternal</span> <span word="grandmother">grandmother</span> <span word="lives">lives</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="memory">memory</span> <span word="as">as</span> <span word="two">two</span> <span word="distinct">distinct</span> <span word="images">images</span>. <span word="Two">Two</span> <span word="distinct">distinct</span> <span word="people">people</span>, <span word="really">really</span>.</p><p>在我的记忆中,我的外祖母有两种不同的形象。实际上是两个截然不同的人。</p><p><span word="The">The</span> <span word="first">first</span>: <span word="She">She</span>’<span word="s">s</span> <span word="coming">coming</span> <span word="off">off</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="plane">plane</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="she">she</span>’<span word="s">s</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="pillbox">pillbox</span> <span word="hat">hat</span>, <span word="a">a</span> <span word="tailored">tailored</span> <span word="suit">suit</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="white">white</span> <span word="gloves">gloves</span>. <span word="That">That</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="how">how</span> <span word="she">she</span> <span word="dressed">dressed</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="fly">fly</span>, <span word="back">back</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="days">days</span> <span word="when">when</span> <span word="people">people</span> <span word="actually">actually</span> <span word="dressed">dressed</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="fly">fly</span>. <span word="We">We</span>’<span word="d">d</span> <span word="meet">meet</span> <span word="her">her</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="airport">airport</span>, <span word="then">then</span> <span word="drive">drive</span> <span word="home">home</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="car">car</span> <span word="suffused">suffused</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="Jungle">Jungle</span> <span word="Gardenia">Gardenia</span>, <span word="which">which</span> <span word="wasn">wasn</span>’<span word="t">t</span> <span word="just">just</span> <span word="her">her</span> <span word="scent">scent</span>. <span word="It">It</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="her">her</span> <span word="armor">armor</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="ecosystem">ecosystem</span>, <span word="the">the</span> <span word="way">way</span> <span word="she">she</span> <span word="told">told</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="world">world</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="reassured">reassured</span> <span word="herself">herself</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="she">she</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="proper">proper</span> <span word="lady">lady</span>.</p><p>第一种形象:她走下飞机,头戴圆筒帽,身穿定制套装,手戴白色手套。这就是她乘坐飞机时的着装,当时人们会为了乘坐飞机而打扮一番。我们在机场迎接她,然后开车回家,车上充满了“丛林栀子花”香水的味道,这不只是她的气味。这是她的盔甲与生态系统,她以这种方式向世界宣告,并以此来打消自己的疑虑,相信她是名副其实的淑女。</p><p><span word="The">The</span> <span word="second">second</span> <span word="image">image</span>: <span word="She">She</span>’<span word="s">s</span> <span word="on">on</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="couch">couch</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="our">our</span> <span word="TV">TV</span> <span word="room">room</span>. <span word="Her">Her</span> <span word="blouse">blouse</span> <span word="has">has</span> <span word="come">come</span> <span word="undone">undone</span>. <span word="So">So</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="her">her</span> <span word="slacks">slacks</span>, <span word="which">which</span> <span word="are">are</span> <span word="wrinkled">wrinkled</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="smudged">smudged</span>. <span word="She">She</span>’<span word="s">s</span> <span word="spilling">spilling</span> <span word="out">out</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="everything">everything</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="she">she</span>’<span word="s">s</span> <span word="oblivious">oblivious</span>, <span word="a">a</span> <span word="dazed">dazed</span>, <span word="haunted">haunted</span> <span word="look">look</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="her">her</span> <span word="eyes">eyes</span>. <span word="If">If</span> <span word="she">she</span>’<span word="s">s</span> <span word="wearing">wearing</span> <span word="any">any</span> <span word="Jungle">Jungle</span> <span word="Gardenia">Gardenia</span>, <span word="I">I</span> <span word="no">no</span> <span word="longer">longer</span> <span word="smell">smell</span> <span word="it">it</span>.</p><p>第二种形象:她坐在电视房里的沙发上。上衣敞开着。又皱又脏的宽松裤子也松开了。整个人完全松懈下来,但她没有意识到,她的眼神茫然、迷离。即便她喷了“丛林栀子花”,我也闻不到那种气味了。</p>
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