我的前任很有魅力但却吹毛求疵
<p><span word="The">The</span> <span word="dilemma">dilemma</span> <span word="I">I</span>'<span word="m">m</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="woman">woman</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="early">early</span> 30<span word="s">s</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="six">six</span> <span word="months">months</span> <span word="ago">ago</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="dumped">dumped</span>. <span word="Our">Our</span> <span word="relationship">relationship</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="long">long</span> <span word="distance">distance</span>, <span word="developed">developed</span> <span word="quickly">quickly</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="most">most</span> <span word="intense">intense</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="life">life</span>. <span word="He">He</span> <span word="is">is</span> 10 <span word="years">years</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="senior">senior</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="unique">unique</span>, <span word="charismatic">charismatic</span>, <span word="charming">charming</span> <span word="man">man</span> <span word="who">who</span> <span word="makes">makes</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="good">good</span> <span word="impression">impression</span> <span word="on">on</span> <span word="everyone">everyone</span>. <span word="In">In</span> <span word="private">private</span>, <span word="however">however</span>, <span word="he">he</span> <span word="could">could</span> <span word="be">be</span> <span word="unkind">unkind</span>, <span word="judgmental">judgmental</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="emotionally">emotionally</span> <span word="distant">distant</span>. <span word="He">He</span> <span word="could">could</span> <span word="also">also</span> <span word="be">be</span> <span word="demanding">demanding</span>, <span word="controlling">controlling</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="critical">critical</span>. <span word="During">During</span> <span word="our">our</span> <span word="relationship">relationship</span> <span word="he">he</span> <span word="pushed">pushed</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="enter">enter</span> <span word="his">his</span> <span word="world">world</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="ideas">ideas</span>, <span word="books">books</span>, <span word="films">films</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="art">art</span>.</p><p>年过30的我，进退两难--六个月前，我被甩了。那是一段发展迅速的异地恋，也是我人生中最热烈的一段感情。他比我大10岁，特立独行而富有魅力，给所有人都留下了好印象。然而，私下里的他却刻薄、挑剔、与人疏远。他也极为苛刻、控制欲强、吹毛求疵。恋爱过程中，他迫使我进入他的世界，想他所想、看他所看（书、电影）、欣赏他所欣赏（艺术）。</p><p><span word="If">If</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="didn">didn</span>'<span word="t">t</span> <span word="show">show</span> <span word="enough">enough</span> <span word="interest">interest</span>, <span word="he">he</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="become">become</span> <span word="disappointed">disappointed</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="irritable">irritable</span>. <span word="He">He</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="often">often</span> <span word="ask">ask</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="articulate">articulate</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="thoughts">thoughts</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="tell">tell</span> <span word="him">him</span> <span word="what">what</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="needed">needed</span>, <span word="but">but</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="felt">felt</span> <span word="put">put</span> <span word="on">on</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="spot">spot</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="could">could</span> <span word="never">never</span> <span word="seem">seem</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="act">act</span> <span word="decisively">decisively</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="those">those</span> <span word="moments">moments</span>. <span word="Now">Now</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="am">am</span> <span word="suffering">suffering</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="crisis">crisis</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="confidence">confidence</span> <span word="as">as</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="struggle">struggle</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="define">define</span> <span word="what">what</span> <span word="makes">makes</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="interesting">interesting</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="can">can</span>'<span word="t">t</span> <span word="seem">seem</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="separate">separate</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="own">own</span> <span word="interests">interests</span> <span word="from">from</span> <span word="his">his</span> - <span word="and">and</span> <span word="they">they</span> <span word="all">all</span> <span word="remind">remind</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="him">him</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="process">process</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="moving">moving</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="his">his</span> <span word="city">city</span> (<span word="for">for</span> <span word="career">career</span> <span word="reasons">reasons</span> <span word="as">as</span> <span word="well">well</span>) <span word="when">when</span> <span word="he">he</span> <span word="ended">ended</span> <span word="it">it</span>. <span word="My">My</span> <span word="plans">plans</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="become">become</span> <span word="totally">totally</span> <span word="destabilised">destabilised</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="lost">lost</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="sense">sense</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="self">self</span>.</p>
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