“胖”——不能说出的秘密
<p>在这个以瘦为美的世界里，你也许是个异类而被嘲笑、被排挤，从满怀期待到默然不语，一直尝试摆脱这一切却发现实属不易。这世上没有人能更爱你：一位胖母亲用自己的成长故事说出了对女儿的爱和期许。</p><p><span word="By">By</span> <span word="Jennifer">Jennifer</span> <span word="Weiner">Weiner</span></p><p>“<span word="Ok">Ok</span>,” <span word="I">I</span> <span word="said">said</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="daughter">daughter</span> <span word="as">as</span> <span word="she">she</span> <span word="bent">bent</span> <span word="over">over</span> <span word="her">her</span> <span word="afternoon">afternoon</span> <span word="bowl">bowl</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="rice">rice</span>. “<span word="What">What</span>’<span word="s">s</span> <span word="going">going</span> <span word="on">on</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="you">you</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="J">J</span>.?” <span word="J">J</span>. <span word="is">is</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="ringleader">ringleader</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="group">group</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="third">third</span>-<span word="graders">graders</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="her">her</span> <span word="camp">camp</span>—<span word="a">a</span> <span word="position">position</span> <span word="Lucy">Lucy</span> <span word="herself">herself</span> <span word="occupied">occupied</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="previous">previous</span> <span word="summer">summer</span>. <span word="Now">Now</span> <span word="she">she</span>’<span word="s">s</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="one">one</span> <span word="on">on</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="outs">outs</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="every">every</span> <span word="day">day</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="snack">snack</span> <span word="time">time</span>, <span word="she">she</span> <span word="tells">tells</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="all">all</span> <span word="about">about</span> <span word="it">it</span>, <span word="while">while</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="offer">offer</span> <span word="up">up</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="unhelpful">unhelpful</span> <span word="advice">advice</span> <span word="I">I</span>’<span word="ve">ve</span> <span word="been">been</span> <span word="doling">doling</span> <span word="out">out</span> <span word="all">all</span> <span word="summer">summer</span> <span word="long">long</span>.</p><p>“<span word="She">She</span>’<span word="s">s</span> <span word="bossy">bossy</span> ,” <span word="Lucy">Lucy</span> <span word="complained">complained</span>. “<span word="She">She</span>’<span word="s">s</span> <span word="turning">turning</span> <span word="everyone">everyone</span> <span word="against">against</span> <span word="me">me</span>,” <span word="Lucy">Lucy</span> <span word="muttered">muttered</span> . “<span word="She">She</span>’<span word="s">s</span> <span word="mean">mean</span>, <span word="she">she</span>’<span word="s">s</span> <span word="bad">bad</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="math">math</span>, <span word="she">she</span>’<span word="s">s</span> <span word="terrible">terrible</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="kickball">kickball</span> . <span word="And">And</span>... <span word="she">she</span>’<span word="s">s</span> <span word="fat">fat</span>.” “<span word="Excuse">Excuse</span> <span word="me">me</span>,” <span word="I">I</span> <span word="said">said</span>, <span word="struggling">struggling</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="calm">calm</span>. “<span word="What">What</span> <span word="did">did</span> <span word="you">you</span> <span word="just">just</span> <span word="say">say</span>?” “<span word="She">She</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="fat">fat</span>,” <span word="Lucy">Lucy</span> <span word="mumbled">mumbled</span> <span word="into">into</span> <span word="her">her</span> <span word="bowl">bowl</span>. “<span word="We">We</span> <span word="are">are</span> <span word="going">going</span> <span word="upstairs">upstairs</span>,” <span word="I">I</span> <span word="said">said</span>, <span word="my">my</span> <span word="voice">voice</span> <span word="cold">cold</span>. “<span word="We">We</span> <span word="are">are</span> <span word="going">going</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="discuss">discuss</span> <span word="this">this</span>.” <span word="And">And</span> <span word="up">up</span> <span word="we">we</span> <span word="went">went</span>.</p><p><span word="I">I</span>’<span word="d">d</span> <span word="spent">spent</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="nine">nine</span> <span word="years">years</span> <span word="since">since</span> <span word="her">her</span> <span word="birth">birth</span> <span word="getting">getting</span> <span word="ready">ready</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="this">this</span> <span word="day">day</span>, <span word="the">the</span> <span word="day">day</span> <span word="we">we</span>’<span word="d">d</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="conversation">conversation</span> <span word="about">about</span> <span word="this">this</span> <span word="dreaded">dreaded</span>, <span word="stinging">stinging</span> <span word="word">word</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="knew">knew</span> <span word="exactly">exactly</span> <span word="what">what</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="say">say</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="girl">girl</span> <span word="on">on</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="receiving">receiving</span> <span word="end">end</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="taunts">taunts</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="teasing">teasing</span>, <span word="but">but</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="all">all</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="imaginings">imaginings</span>, <span word="it">it</span> <span word="never">never</span> <span word="once">once</span> <span word="occurred">occurred</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="daughter">daughter</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="be">be</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="one">one</span> <span word="who">who</span> <span word="used">used</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="F">F</span> <span word="word">word</span>. <span word="Fat">Fat</span>.</p>
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