即使是生命中的喧嚣，我们亦可拥抱
<p><span word="Around">Around</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="time">time</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="turned">turned</span> 40, <span word="I">I</span> <span word="went">went</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="see">see</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="therapist">therapist</span>, <span word="a">a</span> <span word="man">man</span> <span word="who">who</span> <span word="knew">knew</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="well">well</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="tended">tended</span> <span word="call">call</span> <span word="him">him</span> <span word="once">once</span> <span word="or">or</span> <span word="twice">twice</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="year">year</span> <span word="on">on</span> <span word="an">an</span> <span word="as">as</span>-<span word="needed">needed</span> <span word="basis">basis</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="reached">reached</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="point">point</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="being">being</span> <span word="able">able</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="sort">sort</span> <span word="through">through</span> <span word="most">most</span> <span word="problems">problems</span> <span word="on">on</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="own">own</span>. <span word="But">But</span> <span word="life">life</span> <span word="had">had</span> -- <span word="as">as</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="occasionally">occasionally</span> <span word="does">does</span> -- <span word="grown">grown</span> <span word="suddenly">suddenly</span> <span word="complicated">complicated</span>.</p><p>我40岁生日前后，我去看理疗师，那个医生很了解我。我试图一年按需电话他两三次。我都快可以自己解决所有问题的时候，生活突然变得复杂起来----有时候，生活就是这样。</p><p><span word="I">I</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="been">been</span> <span word="trying">trying</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="no">no</span> <span word="success">success</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="second">second</span> <span word="child">child</span>. <span word="My">My</span> <span word="husband">husband</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="werecontemplating">werecontemplating</span> <span word="egg">egg</span> <span word="donation">donation</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="surrogacy">surrogacy</span>. <span word="We">We</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="made">made</span> <span word="an">an</span> <span word="abrupt">abrupt</span> <span word="move">move</span> <span word="from">from</span> <span word="New">New</span> <span word="York">York</span> <span word="City">City</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="rural">rural</span> <span word="Connecticut">Connecticut</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="wake">wake</span> <span word="of">of</span> 9/11. <span word="My">My</span> <span word="mother">mother</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="recently">recently</span> <span word="died">died</span>. <span word="My">My</span> <span word="little">little</span> <span word="boy">boy</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="been">been</span> <span word="seriously">seriously</span> <span word="ill">ill</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="still">still</span> <span word="reeling">reeling</span> <span word="from">from</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="difficult">difficult</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="frightening">frightening</span> <span word="year">year</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="found">found</span> <span word="myself">myself</span> <span word="questioning">questioning</span> <span word="everything">everything</span>.</p><p>我一直想要生第二个小孩，但一筹莫展。我丈夫和我开始考虑捐献卵子和代孕。911事件后，我们匆匆从纽约搬到康涅狄格州的乡村。那时，我母亲刚过世不久，我儿子还小，却病入膏肓，那年我过得痛苦不堪、心惊胆战，一直缓不过来。我觉得我质疑周遭的一切。</p><p><span word="I">I</span> <span word="went">went</span> <span word="through">through</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="box">box</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="tissues">tissues</span> <span word="during">during</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="hour">hour</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="occasional">occasional</span> <span word="therapist">therapist</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="as">as</span> <span word="he">he</span> <span word="walked">walked</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="door">door</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="end">end</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="session">session</span>, <span word="I">I</span> <span word="turned">turned</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="him">him</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="asked">asked</span> <span word="urgently">urgently</span>: <span word="does">does</span> <span word="any">any</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="this">this</span> <span word="make">make</span> <span word="sense">sense</span>?</p>
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