若改变不了环境，何不试着改变心境
<p><span word="As">As</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="recent">recent</span> <span word="college">college</span> <span word="grad">grad</span>, <span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="starting">starting</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="figure">figure</span> <span word="out">out</span> <span word="this">this</span> <span word="adult">adult</span> <span word="life">life</span> <span word="thing">thing</span> — <span word="I">I</span> <span word="got">got</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="job">job</span>, <span word="found">found</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="place">place</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="live">live</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="managed">managed</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="balance">balance</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="social">social</span> <span word="life">life</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="these">these</span> <span word="new">new</span> 9-5 <span word="responsibilities">responsibilities</span>. <span word="Things">Things</span> <span word="were">were</span> <span word="going">going</span> <span word="according">according</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="plan">plan</span>, <span word="until">until</span> <span word="they">they</span> <span word="weren">weren</span>'<span word="t">t</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="lost">lost</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="dad">dad</span> <span word="suddenly">suddenly</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="cancer">cancer</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="that">that</span>'<span word="s">s</span> <span word="when">when</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="felt">felt</span> <span word="as">as</span> <span word="if">if</span> <span word="nothing">nothing</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="ever">ever</span> <span word="be">be</span> <span word="good">good</span> <span word="again">again</span>.</p><p>作为一个刚刚走出校园的大学毕业生，我开始适应成年人的生活——我找到一份工作，找了一个住的地方，努力试着平衡社交生活和朝九晚五的新职责。一切都依计划进行着，直到有一天戛然而止。我突然因为癌症失去了父亲，从那时起，好像一切都不会再好起来了。</p><p><span word="I">I</span> <span word="second">second</span>-<span word="guessed">guessed</span> <span word="all">all</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="choices">choices</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="simultaneously">simultaneously</span> <span word="assumed">assumed</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="everyone">everyone</span> <span word="else">else</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="all">all</span> <span word="figured">figured</span> <span word="out">out</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="counted">counted</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="ways">ways</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="felt">felt</span> <span word="cheated">cheated</span>: <span word="My">My</span> <span word="grief">grief</span> <span word="felt">felt</span> <span word="crippling">crippling</span>; <span word="my">my</span> <span word="job">job</span> <span word="started">started</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="lose">lose</span> <span word="its">its</span> <span word="luster">luster</span>; <span word="I">I</span> <span word="didn">didn</span>'<span word="t">t</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="bank">bank</span> <span word="account">account</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="wanted">wanted</span>; <span word="I">I</span> <span word="didn">didn</span>'<span word="t">t</span> <span word="like">like</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="way">way</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="felt">felt</span> <span word="on">on</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="inside">inside</span>, <span word="which">which</span> <span word="translated">translated</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="how">how</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="felt">felt</span> <span word="about">about</span> <span word="how">how</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="looked">looked</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="how">how</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="acted">acted</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="cranky">cranky</span>... <span word="a">a</span> <span word="lot">lot</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="tired">tired</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="seeing">seeing</span> <span word="friends">friends</span> <span word="accelerating">accelerating</span> <span word="into">into</span> <span word="adult">adult</span> <span word="life">life</span> <span word="while">while</span> <span word="each">each</span> <span word="day">day</span> <span word="felt">felt</span> <span word="like">like</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="challenge">challenge</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="overcome">overcome</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="sad">sad</span> <span word="from">from</span> <span word="top">top</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="bottom">bottom</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="from">from</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="inside">inside</span> <span word="out">out</span> — <span word="until">until</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="heard">heard</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="quote">quote</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="quite">quite</span> <span word="literally">literally</span> <span word="changed">changed</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="life">life</span>.</p><p>我重新审视了自己所有的选择，与此同时感觉其他人好像都过得清楚明白。我历数自己感觉自欺的地方：我的悲伤愈演愈烈;工作开始失去光彩;我还没有存下自己想要的钱;我不喜欢内心的感觉，也就是说我不喜欢自己的样子、自己的处事方式。我崩溃了……非常严重。我厌倦了去见那些加速奔向成年生活的朋友们，每天都好像是不得不克服的挑战。我从上到下、从里到外都浸着悲伤——直到有一天我听到一句格言，才真正改变了我的生活。</p>
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