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<p><span word="As">As</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="teenager">teenager</span>, <span word="I">I</span> <span word="felt">felt</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="always">always</span> <span word="letting">letting</span> <span word="people">people</span> <span word="down">down</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="rebellious">rebellious</span> <span word="outside">outside</span>, <span word="but">but</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="wanted">wanted</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="be">be</span> <span word="liked">liked</span> <span word="inside">inside</span>.</p><p>当我还是个10几岁的少年的时候，觉得自己总是让人失望。从外表上看，我似乎很叛逆，但是在内心深处，我是如此地渴望被人疼爱。</p><p><span word="Once">Once</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="left">left</span> <span word="home">home</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="hitch">hitch</span>-<span word="hike">hike</span>2 <span word="to">to</span> <span word="California">California</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="friend">friend</span> <span word="Penelope">Penelope</span>. <span word="The">The</span> <span word="trip">trip</span> <span word="wasn">wasn</span>’<span word="t">t</span> <span word="easy">easy</span>，<span word="and">and</span> <span word="there">there</span> <span word="were">were</span> <span word="many">many</span> <span word="times">times</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="didn">didn</span>’<span word="t">t</span> <span word="feel">feel</span> <span word="safe">safe</span>. <span word="One">One</span> <span word="situation">situation</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="particular">particular</span> <span word="kept">kept</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="grateful">grateful</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="still">still</span> <span word="be">be</span> <span word="alive">alive</span>. <span word="When">When</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="returned">returned</span> <span word="home">home</span>, <span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="different">different</span>, <span word="not">not</span> <span word="so">so</span> <span word="outwardly">outwardly</span> <span word="sure">sure</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="myself">myself</span>.</p><p>有一次我离开了家和我的朋友佩内洛普搭便车去了加利福尼亚。这次旅行并不轻松，而且有很多次我感觉不安。有一次的突发状况让我一直庆幸自己还活着。回到家，我发觉自己变了，看上去不那么自信了。</p><p><span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="happy">happy</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="be">be</span> <span word="home">home</span>. <span word="But">But</span> <span word="then">then</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="noticed">noticed</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="Penelope">Penelope</span>，<span word="who">who</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="staying">staying</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="us">us</span>，<span word="was">was</span> <span word="wearing">wearing</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="clothes">clothes</span>. <span word="And">And</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="family">family</span> <span word="seemed">seemed</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="like">like</span> <span word="her">her</span> <span word="better">better</span> <span word="than">than</span> <span word="me">me</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="wondered">wondered</span> <span word="if">if</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="be">be</span> <span word="missed">missed</span> <span word="if">if</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="weren">weren</span>’<span word="t">t</span> <span word="there">there</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="told">told</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="mom">mom</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="she">she</span> <span word="explained">explained</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="though">though</span> <span word="Penelope">Penelope</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="lovely">lovely</span> <span word="girl">girl</span>, <span word="no">no</span> <span word="one">one</span> <span word="could">could</span> <span word="replace">replace</span> <span word="me">me</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="pointed">pointed</span> <span word="out">out</span>,” <span word="She">She</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="more">more</span> <span word="patient">patient</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="neater">neater</span> <span word="than">than</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="ever">ever</span> <span word="been">been</span>.” <span word="My">My</span> <span word="mom">mom</span> <span word="said">said</span> <span word="these">these</span> <span word="were">were</span> <span word="wonderful">wonderful</span> <span word="qualities">qualities</span>, <span word="but">but</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="only">only</span> <span word="person">person</span> <span word="who">who</span> <span word="could">could</span> <span word="fill">fill</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="role">role</span>. <span word="She">She</span> <span word="made">made</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="realize">realize</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="even">even</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="faults">faults</span>—<span word="and">and</span> <span word="there">there</span> <span word="were">were</span> <span word="many">many</span>-<span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="loved">loved</span> <span word="member">member</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="family">family</span> <span word="who">who</span> <span word="couldn">couldn</span>’<span word="t">t</span> <span word="be">be</span> <span word="replaced">replaced</span>.</p>
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