家的含义 Home Truth
<p><span word="It">It</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="smell">smell</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="rain">rain</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="missed">missed</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="most">most</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="sound">sound</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="lawnmower">lawnmower</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="waft">waft</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="cut">cut</span> <span word="grass">grass</span>. <span word="It">It</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="being">being</span> <span word="out">out</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="open">open</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="standing">standing</span> <span word="bare">bare</span> <span word="foot">foot</span>! <span word="Blue">Blue</span> <span word="skies">skies</span> <span word="part">part</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="parcel">parcel</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="all">all</span>; <span word="the">the</span> <span word="thunder">thunder</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="blast">blast</span> <span word="over">over</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="leavethe">leavethe</span> <span word="coming">coming</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="tropical">tropical</span> <span word="sundown">sundown</span>, <span word="an">an</span> <span word="evening">evening</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="barbecues">barbecues</span>, <span word="of">of</span> <span word="warm">warm</span> <span word="pools">pools</span>, <span word="beer">beer</span> <span word="splattering">splattering</span> <span word="on">on</span> <span word="concrete">concrete</span>. <span word="The">The</span> <span word="bed">bed</span> <span word="awaiting">awaiting</span>, <span word="a">a</span> <span word="vest">vest</span>, <span word="a">a</span> <span word="body">body</span> <span word="glistening">glistening</span> <span word="from">from</span> <span word="perspiration">perspiration</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="sleep">sleep</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="pillows">pillows</span> <span word="constantly">constantly</span> <span word="changing">changing</span> <span word="sides">sides</span>, <span word="a">a</span> <span word="mosquito">mosquito</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="ear">ear</span>. <span word="Sleepless">Sleepless</span> <span word="nights">nights</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="were">were</span> <span word="all">all</span> <span word="you">you</span> <span word="knew">knew</span>. <span word="And">And</span> <span word="then">then</span>, <span word="one">one</span> <span word="day">day</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="left">left</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="behind">behind</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="moved">moved</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="city">city</span>, <span word="to">to</span> <span word="grim">grim</span> <span word="faced">faced</span> <span word="pallid">pallid</span> <span word="movements">movements</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="there">there</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="became">became</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="them">them</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="ghost">ghost</span> <span word="on">on</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="sidewalks">sidewalks</span>. <span word="Dimly">Dimly</span>, <span word="ambling">ambling</span> <span word="along">along</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="face">face</span> <span word="down">down</span>, <span word="watching">watching</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="steps">steps</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="hurrying">hurrying</span> <span word="towards">towards</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="quotidian">quotidian</span> <span word="activities">activities</span>.</p><p><span word="Winters">Winters</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="spent">spent</span> <span word="indoor">indoor</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="solace">solace</span>. <span word="My">My</span> <span word="flat">flat</span> <span word="matesthe">matesthe</span> <span word="friends">friends</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="hadworked">hadworked</span> <span word="day">day</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="night">night</span>. <span word="They">They</span> <span word="were">were</span> <span word="accustomed">accustomed</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="leaving">leaving</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="soul">soul</span> <span word="behind">behind</span>, <span word="the">the</span> <span word="need">need</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="money">money</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="so">so</span> <span word="official">official</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="spend">spend</span> <span word="nights">nights</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="strange">strange</span> <span word="house">house</span>, <span word="with">with</span> <span word="creaks">creaks</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="wall">wall</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="did">did</span> <span word="not">not</span> <span word="know">know</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="sit">sit</span> <span word="by">by</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="phone">phone</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="our">our</span> <span word="landlord">landlord</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="locked">locked</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="think">think</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="conversations">conversations</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="past">past</span>, <span word="of">of</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="mothers">mothers</span> <span word="voice">voice</span> <span word="ringing">ringing</span>, <span word="of">of</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="best">best</span> <span word="friend">friend</span> <span word="whom">whom</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="lose">lose</span> <span word="contact">contact</span> <span word="with">with</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="write">write</span> <span word="letters">letters</span>, <span word="letters">letters</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="never">never</span> <span word="send">send</span>, <span word="letters">letters</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="clutched">clutched</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="truththat">truththat</span> <span word="only">only</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="knew">knew</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="cry">cry</span>, <span word="tears">tears</span> <span word="staining">staining</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="ink">ink</span>, <span word="a">a</span> <span word="smudged">smudged</span> <span word="idea">idea</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="love">love</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="temping">temping</span> <span word="then">then</span>, <span word="doing">doing</span> <span word="mindless">mindless</span> <span word="data">data</span> <span word="entry">entry</span>, <span word="tapping">tapping</span> <span word="words">words</span> <span word="into">into</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="computer">computer</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="moving">moving</span> <span word="on">on</span> <span word="wondering">wondering</span> <span word="what">what</span> <span word="worth">worth</span> <span word="there">there</span> <span word="was">was</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="how">how</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="find">find</span> <span word="it">it</span>. <span word="My">My</span> <span word="flat">flat</span> <span word="mates">mates</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="come">come</span> <span word="home">home</span> <span word="just">just</span> <span word="before">before</span> <span word="midnightMark">midnightMark</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="Craig">Craig</span>, <span word="my">my</span> <span word="two">two</span> <span word="best">best</span> <span word="friends">friends</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="smile">smile</span> <span word="inwardly">inwardly</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="outwardly">outwardly</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="make">make</span> <span word="them">them</span> <span word="tea">tea</span>, <span word="a">a</span> <span word="sandwich">sandwich</span>, <span word="sit">sit</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="them">them</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="live">live</span> <span word="their">their</span> <span word="lives">lives</span>, <span word="hear">hear</span> <span word="their">their</span> <span word="stories">stories</span>, <span word="flourish">flourish</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="company">company</span>. <span word="Sleep">Sleep</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="be">be</span> <span word="eschewed">eschewed</span>, <span word="I">I</span> <span word="yearned">yearned</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="comfort">comfort</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="company">company</span> <span word="eased">eased</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="etching">etching</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="loneliness">loneliness</span>.</p>
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