超越恐惧
<p><span word="Beyond">Beyond</span> <span word="Fear">Fear</span></p><p>超越恐惧</p><p><span word="When">When</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="told">told</span> <span word="last">last</span> <span word="year">year</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="my">my</span> 2-<span word="year">year</span>-<span word="old">old</span> <span word="son">son</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="an">an</span> <span word="illness">illness</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="threatened">threatened</span> <span word="his">his</span> <span word="life">life</span>, <span word="I">I</span> <span word="tried">tried</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="strike">strike</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="bargain">bargain</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="fate">fate</span>――<span word="I">I</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="do">do</span> <span word="anything">anything</span>, <span word="I">I</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="trade">trade</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="old">old</span> <span word="life">life</span> <span word="away">away</span>, <span word="if">if</span> <span word="only">only</span> <span word="he">he</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="get">get</span> <span word="better">better</span>. <span word="We">We</span> <span word="learned">learned</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="our">our</span> <span word="son">son</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="need">need</span> <span word="months">months</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="treatment">treatment</span>, <span word="maybe">maybe</span> <span word="even">even</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="year">year</span>, <span word="before">before</span> <span word="we">we</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="know">know</span> <span word="whether">whether</span> <span word="he">he</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="recover">recover</span>. <span word="My">My</span> <span word="husband">husband</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="settled">settled</span> <span word="into">into</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="deadening">deadening</span> <span word="routine">routine</span>; <span word="one">one</span> <span word="night">night</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="hospital">hospital</span>, <span word="the">the</span> <span word="next">next</span> <span word="night">night</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="home">home</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="be">be</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="our">our</span> <span word="daughter">daughter</span>, <span word="then">then</span> <span word="right">right</span> <span word="back">back</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="hospital">hospital</span>. <span word="The">The</span> <span word="days">days</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="nights">nights</span> <span word="were">were</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="blur">blur</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="medical">medical</span> <span word="reports">reports</span>. <span word="Fear">Fear</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="despair">despair</span> <span word="engulfed">engulfed</span> <span word="me">me</span>.</p><p>去年当我得知两岁的儿子患了一种危及生命的疾病时，我努力跟命运抗争--只要他能好起来，我什么都愿意做，甚至改变我以前的生活。我们得知，儿子需要治疗好几个月、甚至一年后，才知道是不是能康复。我和我丈夫陷入了一种呆板的生活中：头一晚在医院，第二天晚上在家陪女儿，然后又一晚待在医院。日日夜夜都是治疗报告。恐惧和绝望吞没了我。</p><p><span word="I">I</span> <span word="watched">watched</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="other">other</span> <span word="mothers">mothers</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="hospital">hospital</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="saw">saw</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="mother">mother</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="child">child</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="cystic">cystic</span> <span word="fibrosis">fibrosis</span> <span word="faithfully">faithfully</span> <span word="administer">administer</span> <span word="physical">physical</span> <span word="therapy">therapy</span>, <span word="heard">heard</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="hollow">hollow</span> <span word="thump">thump</span>-<span word="thump">thump</span>-<span word="thump">thump</span> <span word="as">as</span> <span word="she">she</span> <span word="pounded">pounded</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="childs">childs</span> <span word="chest">chest</span>, <span word="her">her</span> <span word="efforts">efforts</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="talisman">talisman</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="dedication">dedication</span>, <span word="hope">hope</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="pain">pain</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="ached">ached</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="mother">mother</span> <span word="whose">whose</span> <span word="infant">infant</span> <span word="twins">twins</span> <span word="both">both</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="cancer">cancer</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="who">who</span> <span word="managed">managed</span> <span word="somehow">somehow</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="write">write</span> <span word="thank">thank</span>-<span word="you">you</span> <span word="notes">notes</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="nurses">nurses</span> <span word="after">after</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="babies">babies</span> <span word="many">many</span> <span word="hospitalizations">hospitalizations</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="worried">worried</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="could">could</span> <span word="not">not</span> <span word="live">live</span> <span word="up">up</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="these">these</span> <span word="mothers">mothers</span> <span word="heroism">heroism</span>. <span word="They">They</span> <span word="did">did</span> <span word="what">what</span> <span word="good">good</span> <span word="mothers">mothers</span> <span word="are">are</span> <span word="supposed">supposed</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="do">do</span>,<span word="what">what</span> <span word="mothers">mothers</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="sick">sick</span> <span word="children">children</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="do">do</span>,<span word="and">and</span> <span word="what">what</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="did">did</span>, <span word="too">too</span>.</p>
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