我追求的生活
<p><span word="Life">Life</span> <span word="Desired">Desired</span></p><p><span word="That">That</span> <span word="must">must</span> <span word="be">be</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="story">story</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="innumerable">innumerable</span> <span word="couples">couples</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="pattern">pattern</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="life">life</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="life">life</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="offers">offers</span> <span word="has">has</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="homely">homely</span> <span word="grace">grace</span>. <span word="It">It</span> <span word="reminds">reminds</span> <span word="you">you</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="placid">placid</span> <span word="rivulet">rivulet</span>, <span word="meandering">meandering</span> <span word="smoothly">smoothly</span> <span word="through">through</span> <span word="green">green</span> <span word="pastures">pastures</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="shaded">shaded</span> <span word="by">by</span> <span word="pleasant">pleasant</span> <span word="trees">trees</span>, <span word="till">till</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="last">last</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="falls">falls</span> <span word="into">into</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="vastly">vastly</span> <span word="sea">sea</span>; <span word="but">but</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="sea">sea</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="so">so</span> <span word="calm">calm</span>, <span word="so">so</span> <span word="silent">silent</span>, <span word="so">so</span> <span word="indifferent">indifferent</span>, <span word="that">that</span> <span word="you">you</span> <span word="are">are</span> <span word="troubled">troubled</span> <span word="suddenly">suddenly</span> <span word="by">by</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="vague">vague</span> <span word="uneasiness">uneasiness</span>. <span word="Perhaps">Perhaps</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="only">only</span> <span word="by">by</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="kink">kink</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="nature">nature</span>, <span word="strong">strong</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="even">even</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="those">those</span> <span word="days">days</span>, <span word="that">that</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="felt">felt</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="such">such</span> <span word="an">an</span> <span word="existence">existence</span>, <span word="the">the</span> <span word="share">share</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="great">great</span> <span word="majority">majority</span>, <span word="something">something</span> <span word="amiss">amiss</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="recognized">recognized</span> <span word="its">its</span> <span word="social">social</span> <span word="value">value</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="saw">saw</span> <span word="its">its</span> <span word="ordered">ordered</span> <span word="happiness">happiness</span>, <span word="but">but</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="fever">fever</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="blood">blood</span> <span word="asked">asked</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="wilder">wilder</span> <span word="course">course</span>. <span word="There">There</span> <span word="seemed">seemed</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="something">something</span> <span word="alarming">alarming</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="such">such</span> <span word="easy">easy</span> <span word="delights">delights</span>. <span word="In">In</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="heart">heart</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="desire">desire</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="live">live</span> <span word="more">more</span> <span word="dangerously">dangerously</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="not">not</span> <span word="unprepared">unprepared</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="jagged">jagged</span> <span word="rocks">rocks</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="treacherous">treacherous</span>, <span word="shoals">shoals</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="could">could</span> <span word="only">only</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="change">change</span>-<span word="change">change</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="excitement">excitement</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="unforeseen">unforeseen</span>.</p><p>这一定是世间无数对夫妻的生活写照，这种生活模式给人一种天伦之美。它使人想起一条平静的溪流，蜿蜒畅游过绿茵的草场，浓荫遮蔽，最后注入烟波浩渺的汪洋大海;但是大海太过平静，太过沉默，太过不动声色，你会突然感到莫名的不安。也许这只是我自己的一种怪诞想法，在那样的时代，这想法对我影响很深：我觉得这像大多数人一样的生活，似乎欠缺了一点儿什么。我承认这种生活有社会价值，我也看到了它那井然有序的幸福，但我血液里的冲动却渴望一种更桀骜不驯的旅程.这样的安逸中好像有一种叫我惊惧不安的东西.我的心渴望一种更加惊险的生活。只要生活中还能有变迁以及不可知的刺激，我愿意踏上怪石嶙峋的山崖，奔赴暗礁满布的海滩。</p>
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