阳光总在风雨后Things Change
<p><span word="Like">Like</span> <span word="everyone">everyone</span> <span word="else">else</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="graduating">graduating</span> <span word="class">class</span>, <span word="I">I</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="watched">watched</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="economy">economy</span> <span word="turn">turn</span> <span word="from">from</span> <span word="bad">bad</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="worse">worse</span> <span word="during">during</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="senior">senior</span> <span word="year">year</span>. <span word="We">We</span> <span word="graduates">graduates</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="degrees">degrees</span>, <span word="but">but</span> <span word="very">very</span> <span word="limited">limited</span> <span word="prospects">prospects</span>[前景]. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="packed">packed</span> <span word="up">up</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="car">car</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="drove">drove</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="Southern">Southern</span> <span word="California">California</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="find">find</span> <span word="work">work</span>. <span word="But">But</span> <span word="what">what</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="thought">thought</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="take">take</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="week">week</span> <span word="dragged">dragged</span>[拖] <span word="into">into</span> <span word="two">two</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="then">then</span> <span word="four">four</span>, <span word="and">and</span> 100 <span word="job">job</span> <span word="applications">applications</span>[申请] <span word="later">later</span>, <span word="I">I</span> <span word="found">found</span> <span word="myself">myself</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="exact">exact</span> <span word="same">same</span> <span word="spot">spot</span> <span word="as">as</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="before">before</span>. 就像毕业班的其他人一样，我在大四那年眼见着经济由不景气转为萧条。毕业生虽然有学位，却前途渺茫。我收拾好自己的汽车，开车去南加利福尼亚找工作。我原以为只需要一周，却拖成了两周，接着变成四周;申请了上百份工作之后，我发现自己依然停留在之前的原点上。</p><p><span word="You">You</span> <span word="know">know</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="feeling">feeling</span> <span word="when">when</span> <span word="you">you</span> <span word="wake">wake</span> <span word="up">up</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="you">you</span> <span word="are">are</span> <span word="just">just</span> <span word="consumed">consumed</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="dread">dread</span>[恐惧]? <span word="Days">Days</span> <span word="felt">felt</span> <span word="like">like</span> <span word="weeks">weeks</span>, <span word="weeks">weeks</span> <span word="like">like</span> <span word="months">months</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="those">those</span> <span word="many">many</span> <span word="months">months</span> <span word="felt">felt</span> <span word="like">like</span> <span word="an">an</span> <span word="unending">unending</span> <span word="eternity">eternity</span>[永恒] <span word="of">of</span> <span word="destitution">destitution</span>[穷困]. 你知道那种当你一觉醒来，内心充满恐惧的感觉是怎样的吗?一天像一周那么漫长，一周仿佛过去了一个月，当时好几个月就像穷困潦倒一直没有尽头似的。</p><p><span word="So">So</span> <span word="what">what</span> <span word="did">did</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="do">do</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="maintain">maintain</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="sanity">sanity</span>[神志正常]? <span word="I">I</span> <span word="wrote">wrote</span>. <span word="Something">Something</span> <span word="about">about</span> <span word="putting">putting</span> <span word="words">words</span> <span word="on">on</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="page">page</span> <span word="made">made</span> <span word="everything">everything</span> <span word="seem">seem</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="little">little</span> <span word="clearera">clearera</span> <span word="little">little</span> <span word="brighter">brighter</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="channeled">channeled</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="frustration">frustration</span>[沮丧] <span word="into">into</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="childrens">childrens</span> <span word="book">book</span>. <span word="Beyond">Beyond</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="River">River</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="story">story</span> <span word="featuring">featuring</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="little">little</span> <span word="fish">fish</span> <span word="who">who</span> <span word="simply">simply</span> <span word="refused">refused</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="give">give</span> <span word="up">up</span> <span word="on">on</span> <span word="his">his</span> <span word="dream">dream</span>. 那么我如何防止自己发疯呢?我写作。将言语写在纸面上会让事情更为明晰稍微明朗起来。我将沮丧转化为一本儿童书。《逆流而上》讲的是一条小鱼永不放弃梦想的故事。</p>
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