让昨日随风Letting Go of Yesterday
<p><span word="On">On</span> <span word="Saturday">Saturday</span>, <span word="February">February</span> 12 <span word="two">two</span> <span word="thousand">thousand</span>, <span word="two">two</span> <span word="things">things</span> <span word="happened">happened</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="changed">changed</span> <span word="everything">everything</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="life">life</span>. <span word="The">The</span> <span word="first">first</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="on">on</span> <span word="this">this</span> <span word="day">day</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="baby">baby</span> <span word="sister">sister</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="married">married</span>. <span word="She">She</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="twenty">twenty</span>-<span word="six">six</span> <span word="this">this</span> <span word="day">day</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="yet">yet</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="she">she</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="still">still</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="baby">baby</span> <span word="sister">sister</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="suppose">suppose</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="pictured">pictured</span> <span word="her">her</span> <span word="as">as</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="little">little</span> <span word="girl">girl</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="treated">treated</span> <span word="her">her</span> <span word="like">like</span> <span word="one">one</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="order">order</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="hold">hold</span> <span word="onto">onto</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="preserve">preserve</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="own">own</span> <span word="youth">youth</span>. <span word="Until">Until</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="saw">saw</span> <span word="her">her</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="her">her</span> <span word="wedding">wedding</span> <span word="dress">dress</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="still">still</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="vision">vision</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="her">her</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="chubby">chubby</span> <span word="little">little</span> <span word="cheeks">cheeks</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="long">long</span>, <span word="dark">dark</span> <span word="brown">brown</span> <span word="pigtails">pigtails</span> <span word="blowing">blowing</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="wind">wind</span>, <span word="perhaps">perhaps</span> <span word="even">even</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="permanent">permanent</span> <span word="smudge">smudge</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="chocolate">chocolate</span> <span word="around">around</span> <span word="her">her</span> <span word="pink">pink</span> <span word="lips">lips</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="guess">guess</span> <span word="its">its</span> <span word="true">true</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="you">you</span> <span word="see">see</span> <span word="only">only</span> <span word="what">what</span> <span word="you">you</span> <span word="want">want</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="see">see</span>. <span word="Where">Where</span> <span word="did">did</span> <span word="this">this</span> <span word="beautiful">beautiful</span> <span word="woman">woman</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="glowing">glowing</span> <span word="complexion">complexion</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="gentle">gentle</span> <span word="curves">curves</span> <span word="come">come</span> <span word="from">from</span>? 2000年2月12日，星期六，那天发生的两件事改变了我的此后的生活。第一件是小妹妹那天结婚了。当时她已经26岁了，但对我来说，她还是我的小妹妹。我总是把她看作小女孩，也把她当一个小女孩来对待。我想这是因为我希望通过这种方式来永葆青春。直到看到她身着婚纱的那一刻，浮现在我脑海的还是那个小圆脸蛋，长长的褐色马尾巴在风中摆动的小女孩;也许还有一块巧克力总是粘在她那粉红色的嘴唇上。我想人总是看见自己想看的东西。眼前这位容光焕发、线条优美的女人是谁呢?</p><p><span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="happy">happy</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="day">day</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="also">also</span> <span word="sad">sad</span>. <span word="Gone">Gone</span> <span word="were">were</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="days">days</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="bossing">bossing</span> <span word="her">her</span> <span word="around">around</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="telling">telling</span> <span word="her">her</span> <span word="what">what</span> <span word="she">she</span> <span word="should">should</span> <span word="do">do</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="her">her</span> <span word="life">life</span>. <span word="My">My</span> <span word="bossy">bossy</span> <span word="behavior">behavior</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="earned">earned</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="nickname">nickname</span> <span word="Lucy">Lucy</span>. <span word="If">If</span> <span word="you">you</span> <span word="are">are</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="Peanuts">Peanuts</span> <span word="fan">fan</span> <span word="then">then</span> <span word="you">you</span> <span word="can">can</span> <span word="clearly">clearly</span> <span word="imagine">imagine</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="behavior">behavior</span> <span word="as">as</span> <span word="an">an</span> <span word="older">older</span> <span word="sister">sister</span>. <span word="To">To</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="wasnt">wasnt</span> <span word="an">an</span> <span word="insult">insult</span>; <span word="I">I</span> <span word="rather">rather</span> <span word="like">like</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="nickname">nickname</span> <span word="Lucy">Lucy</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="happen">happen</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="think">think</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="Lucy">Lucy</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="strong">strong</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="has">has</span> <span word="incredible">incredible</span> <span word="self">self</span> <span word="confidence">confidence</span>, <span word="although">although</span> <span word="she">she</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="little">little</span> <span word="overbearing">overbearing</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="times">times</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="did">did</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="best">best</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="live">live</span> <span word="up">up</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="standards">standards</span> <span word="set">set</span> <span word="forth">forth</span> <span word="by">by</span> <span word="this">this</span> <span word="dynamic">dynamic</span> <span word="cartoon">cartoon</span> <span word="character">character</span>. 那天我既高兴又伤心。过去我对她呼来唤去，告诉她生活应该怎样过的日子已经一去不回了。因为独断蛮横我得到了露西这个外号。如果你也喜欢看《花生》这部动画片，那你一定可以想象我作为一个大姐姐的样子。我不觉得这个外号是一种侮辱，反倒很喜欢它。我有时还想，强大的露西自信得令人难以置信，虽然她有时也让人难以忍受。我努力向这个生气勃勃的卡通形象看齐。</p>
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