父亲的眼泪是我人生的救赎
<p>父亲寡言，但很严肃，他的想法和做法和别人不一样：喜欢人前打骂、教导儿子;相信棒头出孝子，因为爷爷当年也就是这样待他。</p><p><span word="Dad">Dad</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="reserved">reserved</span> <span word="man">man</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="few">few</span> <span word="words">words</span> <span word="but">but</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="always">always</span> <span word="grave">grave</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="strict">strict</span>. <span word="Whats">Whats</span> <span word="more">more</span>, <span word="he">he</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="quite">quite</span> <span word="different">different</span> <span word="from">from</span> <span word="others">others</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="ideas">ideas</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="practices">practices</span>: <span word="recklessly">recklessly</span> <span word="cursing">cursing</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="beating">beating</span> <span word="or">or</span> <span word="bringing">bringing</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="account">account</span> <span word="his">his</span> <span word="son">son</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="presence">presence</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="neighbors">neighbors</span> <span word="as">as</span> <span word="he">he</span> <span word="strongly">strongly</span> <span word="believes">believes</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="such">such</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="principle">principle</span>: <span word="a">a</span> <span word="dutiful">dutiful</span> <span word="son">son</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="product">product</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="rod">rod</span>, <span word="which">which</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="deeply">deeply</span> <span word="ingrained">ingrained</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="his">his</span> <span word="mind">mind</span> <span word="from">from</span> <span word="his">his</span> <span word="own">own</span> <span word="father">father</span>.</p><p>七八岁开始，我每天都挨打。父亲白天工作很忙，晚上吃完饭下了桌，就开始问我今天做错什么事。妈妈告状、姐姐告状，他就用皮带抽我，手臂上一条一条的淤血痕。所以小时候，我一直喜欢穿长袖。</p><p><span word="At">At</span> <span word="about">about</span> 8 <span word="or">or</span> 9 <span word="years">years</span> <span word="old">old</span>, <span word="I">I</span> <span word="got">got</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="lump">lump</span> <span word="or">or</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="dressing">dressing</span> <span word="down">down</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="each">each</span> <span word="passing">passing</span> <span word="day">day</span>. <span word="Dad">Dad</span> <span word="busied">busied</span> <span word="himself">himself</span> <span word="outside">outside</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="day">day</span> <span word="time">time</span> <span word="but">but</span> <span word="began">began</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="take">take</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="task">task</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="whatever">whatever</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="did">did</span> <span word="wrong">wrong</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="table">table</span> <span word="after">after</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="supper">supper</span>. <span word="Mom">Mom</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="elder">elder</span> <span word="sister">sister</span> <span word="took">took</span> <span word="turns">turns</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="telling">telling</span> <span word="on">on</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="having">having</span> <span word="made">made</span> <span word="trouble">trouble</span> <span word="here">here</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="there">there</span>, <span word="so">so</span> <span word="he">he</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="strap">strap</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="like">like</span> <span word="anything">anything</span>, <span word="leaving">leaving</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="arms">arms</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="lot">lot</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="bruises">bruises</span>, <span word="so">so</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="this">this</span> <span word="very">very</span> <span word="reason">reason</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="wear">wear</span> <span word="long">long</span>-<span word="sleeve">sleeve</span> <span word="jacket">jacket</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="childhood">childhood</span>.</p><p>这造成我10岁开始就不平衡，你打我，我就去打别人。那时候住在眷区附近，跟里面的孩子去附近打闹，父亲就越打越重。</p>
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