我心目中的父亲
<p> <span word="how">how</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="discribe">discribe</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="father">father</span> <span word="s">s</span> <span word="characator">characator</span> <span word="seemed">seemed</span> <span word="very">very</span> <span word="easy">easy</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="past">past</span>.<span word="but">but</span> , <span word="maybe">maybe</span> <span word="i">i</span> <span word="ve">ve</span> <span word="got">got</span> <span word="wrong">wrong</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="been">been</span> <span word="wrong">wrong</span> <span word="all">all</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="time">time</span>.</p><p> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="past">past</span> , <span word="when">when</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="nature">nature</span> <span word="mother">mother</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="still">still</span> <span word="living">living</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="us">us</span> , <span word="he">he</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="savage">savage</span> <span word="mood">mood</span> <span word="which">which</span> <span word="often">often</span> <span word="frightened">frightened</span> <span word="both">both</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="mother">mother</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="me">me</span> .<span word="after">after</span> <span word="they">they</span> <span word="got">got</span> <span word="quarrelled">quarrelled</span> , <span word="a">a</span> <span word="fight">fight</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="unavoidable">unavoidable</span> .<span word="maybe">maybe</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="fight">fight</span> <span word="contains">contains</span> <span word="misunderstandings">misunderstandings</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="both">both</span> ,<span word="but">but</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="those">those</span> <span word="day">day</span> ,<span word="i">i</span> <span word="thought">thought</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="all">all</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="father">father</span> <span word="s">s</span> <span word="fault">fault</span>.<span word="i">i</span> <span word="hated">hated</span> <span word="him">him</span>! <span word="he">he</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="ghost">ghost</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="life">life</span>!</p><p> <span word="when">when</span> <span word="i">i</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="sixteen">sixteen</span> ,<span word="my">my</span> <span word="life">life</span> <span word="changed">changed</span> <span word="because">because</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="death">death</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="mama">mama</span>.<span word="she">she</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="badly">badly</span> <span word="hurt">hurt</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="home">home</span> <span word="accident">accident</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="though">though</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="god">god</span> <span word="she">she</span> <span word="believed">believed</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="no">no</span> <span word="power">power</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="rescue">rescue</span> <span word="her">her</span>.<span word="from">from</span> <span word="then">then</span> <span word="on">on</span> ,<span word="my">my</span> <span word="figure">figure</span> <span word="change">change</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="lot">lot</span> ,<span word="from">from</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="naughty">naughty</span>, <span word="passionate">passionate</span> <span word="boy">boy</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="quiet">quiet</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="diffident">diffident</span> <span word="boy">boy</span> .<span word="i">i</span> <span word="didn">didn</span> <span word="t">t</span> <span word="want">want</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="talk">talk</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="anyone">anyone</span> .<span word="my">my</span> <span word="father">father</span> ,<span word="however">however</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="seriously">seriously</span> <span word="flustrated">flustrated</span>, <span word="he">he</span> <span word="also">also</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="take">take</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="reponsibility">reponsibility</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="bringing">bringing</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="up">up</span>.<span word="during">during</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="very">very</span> <span word="hard">hard</span> <span word="moment">moment</span> , <span word="on">on</span> <span word="one">one</span> <span word="hand">hand</span> ,<span word="he">he</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="stand">stand</span> <span word="up">up</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="tragedy">tragedy</span>, <span word="on">on</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="other">other</span> <span word="hand">hand</span> ,<span word="he">he</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="work">work</span> <span word="hard">hard</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="support">support</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="education">education</span>. <span word="as">as</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="time">time</span> ,<span word="all">all</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="got">got</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="hand">hand</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="only">only</span> 3000 <span word="yuan">yuan</span> , <span word="if">if</span> <span word="i">i</span> <span word="succeeded">succeeded</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="entering">entering</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="higher">higher</span> <span word="school">school</span> ,<span word="at">at</span> <span word="least">least</span> ,<span word="would">would</span> <span word="cost">cost</span> 7000 <span word="yuan">yuan</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="year">year</span>,<span word="that">that</span> <span word="s">s</span> <span word="not">not</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="money">money</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="bit">bit</span>.</p><p> <span word="i">i</span> <span word="ve">ve</span> <span word="always">always</span> <span word="thought">thought</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="i">i</span> <span word="must">must</span> <span word="be">be</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="most">most</span> <span word="unfornate">unfornate</span> <span word="one">one</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="world">world</span> .<span word="when">when</span> <span word="i">i</span> <span word="got">got</span> <span word="frustrated">frustrated</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="life">life</span> , <span word="i">i</span> <span word="d">d</span> <span word="nowhere">nowhere</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="explain">explain</span> <span word="as">as</span> <span word="i">i</span> <span word="d">d</span> <span word="been">been</span> <span word="used">used</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="express">express</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="heartache">heartache</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="dear">dear</span> <span word="mother">mother</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="now">now</span> <span word="she">she</span> <span word="wasn">wasn</span> <span word="t">t</span> <span word="there">there</span> .<span word="every">every</span> <span word="time">time</span> <span word="i">i</span> <span word="saw">saw</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="mothers">mothers</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="sons">sons</span> <span word="pass">pass</span> <span word="aside">aside</span> <span word="me">me</span> ,<span word="i">i</span> <span word="felt">felt</span> <span word="so">so</span> <span word="sorrow">sorrow</span> ,<span word="and">and</span> <span word="i">i</span> <span word="knew">knew</span> <span word="how">how</span> <span word="longly">longly</span> <span word="i">i</span> <span word="was">was</span>!<span word="i">i</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="sure">sure</span> <span word="indeed">indeed</span> <span word="i">i</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="most">most</span> <span word="sorrow">sorrow</span> <span word="one">one</span> !</p>
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