让我说谢谢你
<p> <span word="i">i</span> <span word="remember">remember</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="first">first</span> <span word="time">time</span> <span word="i">i</span> <span word="got">got</span> <span word="on">on</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="horse">horse</span>. <span word="i">i</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="two">two</span> <span word="years">years</span> <span word="old">old</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="we">we</span> <span word="were">were</span> <span word="watching">watching</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="friend">friend</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="family">family</span> <span word="ride">ride</span>. <span word="my">my</span> <span word="mom">mom</span> <span word="agreed">agreed</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="let">let</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="take">take</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="short">short</span> <span word="ride">ride</span> <span word="around">around</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="arena">arena</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="friend">friend</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="it">it</span>! <span word="i">i</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="horse">horse</span> <span word="crazy">crazy</span>. <span word="from">from</span> <span word="then">then</span> <span word="on">on</span>, <span word="i">i</span> <span word="drove">drove</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="parents">parents</span> <span word="insane">insane</span> <span word="begging">begging</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="horse">horse</span>. <span word="whenever">whenever</span> <span word="i">i</span> <span word="saw">saw</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="horse">horse</span>, <span word="i">i</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="beg">beg</span> <span word="even">even</span> <span word="harder">harder</span>.</p><p> <span word="when">when</span> <span word="i">i</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="four">four</span> <span word="years">years</span> <span word="old">old</span>, <span word="my">my</span> <span word="life">life</span> <span word="as">as</span> <span word="i">i</span> <span word="know">know</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="now">now</span> <span word="began">began</span>. <span word="i">i</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="selective">selective</span> <span word="mutism">mutism</span>. <span word="this">this</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="rare">rare</span> <span word="childhood">childhood</span> <span word="disorder">disorder</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="which">which</span> <span word="children">children</span> <span word="stop">stop</span> <span word="speaking">speaking</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="certain">certain</span> <span word="social">social</span> <span word="situations">situations</span>, <span word="many">many</span> <span word="times">times</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="around">around</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="age">age</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="four">four</span>. <span word="i">i</span> <span word="spoke">spoke</span> <span word="normally">normally</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="parents">parents</span>, <span word="my">my</span> <span word="brother">brother</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="certain">certain</span> <span word="other">other</span> <span word="people">people</span>, <span word="but">but</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="silent">silent</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="school">school</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="social">social</span> <span word="situations">situations</span>. <span word="i">i</span> <span word="went">went</span> <span word="days">days</span>, <span word="weeks">weeks</span>, <span word="months">months</span> <span word="without">without</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="sound">sound</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="school">school</span>. <span word="at">at</span> <span word="most">most</span>, <span word="i">i</span> <span word="might">might</span> <span word="quietly">quietly</span> <span word="whisper">whisper</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="friend">friend</span>.<span word="often">often</span>, <span word="children">children</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="selective">selective</span> <span word="mutism">mutism</span> <span word="will">will</span> <span word="not">not</span> <span word="speak">speak</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="presence">presence</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="others">others</span>; <span word="even">even</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="person">person</span> <span word="they">they</span> <span word="normally">normally</span> <span word="talk">talk</span> <span word="to">to</span>. <span word="there">there</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="lot">lot</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="whispering">whispering</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="ears">ears</span>, <span word="so">so</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="others">others</span> <span word="cannot">cannot</span> <span word="hear">hear</span>. <span word="we">we</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="normal">normal</span> <span word="or">or</span> <span word="above">above</span> <span word="average">average</span> <span word="iqs">iqs</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="usually">usually</span> <span word="no">no</span> <span word="speech">speech</span> <span word="pathology">pathology</span>. <span word="the">the</span> <span word="most">most</span> <span word="important">important</span> <span word="factor">factor</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="this">this</span> <span word="disorder">disorder</span> <span word="is">is</span>, <span word="we">we</span> <span word="cannot">cannot</span> <span word="speak">speak</span>. <span word="we">we</span> <span word="do">do</span> <span word="not">not</span> <span word="do">do</span> <span word="this">this</span> <span word="purposely">purposely</span> <span word="or">or</span> <span word="willfully">willfully</span>, <span word="it">it</span> <span word="feels">feels</span> <span word="impossible">impossible</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="speak">speak</span>. <span word="as">as</span> <span word="you">you</span> <span word="can">can</span> <span word="imagine">imagine</span>, <span word="many">many</span> <span word="children">children</span> <span word="are">are</span> <span word="blamed">blamed</span>, <span word="punished">punished</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="traumatized">traumatized</span>, <span word="especially">especially</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="school">school</span>. <span word="the">the</span> <span word="disorder">disorder</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="believed">believed</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="be">be</span> <span word="anxiety">anxiety</span> <span word="related">related</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="treatment">treatment</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="difficult">difficult</span>, <span word="but">but</span> <span word="not">not</span> <span word="impossible">impossible</span>. <span word="we">we</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="so">so</span> <span word="much">much</span> <span word="more">more</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="learn">learn</span>.</p><p> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="parents">parents</span> <span word="searched">searched</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="cure">cure</span>. <span word="at">at</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="time">time</span>, <span word="we">we</span> <span word="did">did</span> <span word="not">not</span> <span word="even">even</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="name">name</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="what">what</span> <span word="i">i</span> <span word="had">had</span>. <span word="i">i</span> <span word="suffered">suffered</span> <span word="silently">silently</span> <span word="through">through</span> <span word="school">school</span> <span word="until">until</span> <span word="i">i</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="ten">ten</span> <span word="years">years</span> <span word="old">old</span> <span word="when">when</span> <span word="one">one</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="long">long</span> <span word="string">string</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="psychologists">psychologists</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="an">an</span> <span word="idea">idea</span>. <span word="having">having</span> <span word="discussed">discussed</span> <span word="his">his</span> <span word="plan">plan</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="parents">parents</span> <span word="beforehand">beforehand</span>, <span word="one">one</span> <span word="day">day</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="therapy">therapy</span> <span word="session">session</span> <span word="i">i</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="asked">asked</span> <span word="by">by</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="psychologist">psychologist</span> <span word="what">what</span> <span word="i">i</span> <span word="wanted">wanted</span> <span word="more">more</span> <span word="than">than</span> <span word="anything">anything</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="world">world</span>. <span word="he">he</span> <span word="explained">explained</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="i">i</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="going">going</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="be">be</span> <span word="given">given</span> <span word="an">an</span> <span word="opportunity">opportunity</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="work">work</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="what">what</span> <span word="i">i</span> <span word="wanted">wanted</span>. <span word="i">i</span> <span word="couldnt">couldnt</span> <span word="believe">believe</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="good">good</span> <span word="luck">luck</span>, <span word="but">but</span> <span word="i">i</span> <span word="could">could</span> <span word="not">not</span> <span word="answer">answer</span>. <span word="i">i</span> <span word="just">just</span> <span word="stood">stood</span> <span word="there">there</span> <span word="struggling">struggling</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="verbalize">verbalize</span> <span word="what">what</span> <span word="i">i</span> <span word="wanted">wanted</span> <span word="more">more</span> <span word="than">than</span> <span word="anything">anything</span> <span word="else">else</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="world">world</span>. <span word="finally">finally</span>, <span word="i">i</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="permitted">permitted</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="whisper">whisper</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="answer">answer</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="mothers">mothers</span> <span word="ear">ear</span>. <span word="a">a</span> <span word="horse">horse</span>, <span word="was">was</span> <span word="all">all</span> <span word="i">i</span> <span word="could">could</span> <span word="say">say</span>.<span word="i">i</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="get">get</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="pony">pony</span>, <span word="but">but</span> <span word="before">before</span> <span word="we">we</span> <span word="could">could</span> <span word="even">even</span> <span word="start">start</span> <span word="looking">looking</span>, <span word="i">i</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="live">live</span> <span word="up">up</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="end">end</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="bargain">bargain</span>. <span word="i">i</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="try">try</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="talk">talk</span>. <span word="i">i</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="chart">chart</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="weekly">weekly</span> <span word="tasks">tasks</span> <span word="i">i</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="accomplish">accomplish</span>. <span word="i">i</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="answer">answer</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="phone">phone</span> <span word="five">five</span> <span word="times">times</span> <span word="per">per</span> <span word="week">week</span>, <span word="something">something</span> <span word="i">i</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="never">never</span> <span word="done">done</span> <span word="before">before</span>. <span word="i">i</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="make">make</span> <span word="five">five</span> <span word="phone">phone</span> <span word="calls">calls</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="friends">friends</span>. <span word="i">i</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="say">say</span> <span word="one">one</span> <span word="word">word</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="teacher">teacher</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="school">school</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="list">list</span> <span word="went">went</span> <span word="on">on</span>. <span word="for">for</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="child">child</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="selective">selective</span> <span word="mutism">mutism</span>, <span word="saying">saying</span> <span word="one">one</span> <span word="word">word</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="someone">someone</span> <span word="can">can</span> <span word="be">be</span> <span word="like">like</span> <span word="climbing">climbing</span> <span word="mount">mount</span> <span word="everest">everest</span>.</p>
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