迷失的自我
<p> &<span word="ldquo">ldquo</span>;<span word="Not">Not</span> <span word="until">until</span> <span word="we">we</span> <span word="are">are</span> <span word="lost">lost</span> <span word="do">do</span> <span word="we">we</span> <span word="begin">begin</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="understand">understand</span> <span word="ourselves">ourselves</span>. &<span word="mdash">mdash</span>;&<span word="mdash">mdash</span>;<span word="Henry">Henry</span> <span word="David">David</span> <span word="Thoreau">Thoreau</span></p><p> <span word="Everything">Everything</span> <span word="about">about</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="future">future</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="ambiguously">ambiguously</span> <span word="assumed">assumed</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="get">get</span> <span word="into">into</span> <span word="debt">debt</span> <span word="by">by</span> <span word="going">going</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="college">college</span>, <span word="then">then</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="be">be</span> <span word="forced">forced</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="get">get</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="job">job</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="pay">pay</span> <span word="off">off</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="debt">debt</span>, <span word="while">while</span> <span word="still">still</span> <span word="getting">getting</span> <span word="into">into</span> <span word="more">more</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="more">more</span> <span word="debt">debt</span> <span word="by">by</span> <span word="buying">buying</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="house">house</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="car">car</span>. <span word="It">It</span> <span word="seemed">seemed</span> <span word="like">like</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="never">never</span>-<span word="ending">ending</span> <span word="cycle">cycle</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="no">no</span> <span word="place">place</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="possibility">possibility</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="dream">dream</span>.</p><p> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="want">want</span> <span word="more">more</span>&<span word="mdash">mdash</span>;<span word="but">but</span> <span word="not">not</span> <span word="necessarily">necessarily</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="material">material</span> <span word="sense">sense</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="personal">personal</span> <span word="wealth">wealth</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="success">success</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="want">want</span> <span word="more">more</span> <span word="out">out</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="life">life</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="want">want</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="passion">passion</span>, <span word="a">a</span> <span word="conceptual">conceptual</span> <span word="dream">dream</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="wouldn">wouldn</span>'<span word="t">t</span> <span word="let">let</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="sleep">sleep</span> <span word="out">out</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="pure">pure</span> <span word="excitement">excitement</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="want">want</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="spring">spring</span> <span word="out">out</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="bed">bed</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="morning">morning</span>, <span word="rain">rain</span> <span word="or">or</span> <span word="shine">shine</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="zest">zest</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="life">life</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="seemed">seemed</span> <span word="so">so</span> <span word="intrinsic">intrinsic</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="early">early</span> <span word="childhood">childhood</span>.</p><p> <span word="We">We</span> <span word="all">all</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="dream">dream</span>. <span word="It">It</span> <span word="might">might</span> <span word="be">be</span> <span word="explicitly">explicitly</span> <span word="defined">defined</span> <span word="or">or</span> <span word="just">just</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="vague">vague</span> <span word="idea">idea</span>, <span word="but">but</span> <span word="most">most</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="us">us</span> <span word="are">are</span> <span word="so">so</span> <span word="stuck">stuck</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="muck">muck</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="insecurity">insecurity</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="self">self</span>-<span word="doubt">doubt</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="we">we</span> <span word="just">just</span> <span word="dismiss">dismiss</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="as">as</span> <span word="unrealistic">unrealistic</span> <span word="or">or</span> <span word="too">too</span> <span word="difficult">difficult</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="pursue">pursue</span>.</p><p> <span word="We">We</span> <span word="become">become</span> <span word="so">so</span> <span word="comfortable">comfortable</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="life">life</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="has">has</span> <span word="been">been</span> <span word="planned">planned</span> <span word="out">out</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="us">us</span> <span word="by">by</span> <span word="our">our</span> <span word="parents">parents</span>, <span word="teachers">teachers</span>, <span word="traditions">traditions</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="societal">societal</span> <span word="norms">norms</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="we">we</span> <span word="feel">feel</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="it">it</span>'<span word="s">s</span> <span word="stupid">stupid</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="unsafe">unsafe</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="risk">risk</span> <span word="losing">losing</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="small">small</span> <span word="hope">hope</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="achieving">achieving</span> <span word="something">something</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="more">more</span> <span word="fulfilling">fulfilling</span>.</p><p> &<span word="ldquo">ldquo</span>;<span word="The">The</span> <span word="policy">policy</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="being">being</span> <span word="too">too</span> <span word="cautious">cautious</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="greatest">greatest</span> <span word="risk">risk</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="all">all</span>. ~<span word="Jawaharlal">Jawaharlal</span> <span word="Nehru">Nehru</span></p><p> <span word="Taking">Taking</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="risk">risk</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="still">still</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="risk">risk</span>. <span word="We">We</span> <span word="can">can</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="will">will</span>, <span word="fail">fail</span>. <span word="Possibly">Possibly</span> <span word="many">many</span>, <span word="many">many</span>, <span word="many">many</span> <span word="times">times</span>. <span word="But">But</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="what">what</span> <span word="makes">makes</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="exciting">exciting</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="me">me</span>. <span word="That">That</span> <span word="uncertainty">uncertainty</span> <span word="can">can</span> <span word="be">be</span> <span word="viewed">viewed</span> <span word="negatively">negatively</span>, <span word="or">or</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="can">can</span> <span word="empower">empower</span> <span word="us">us</span>。</p>
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