做一年老师的感想
<p><span word="Toward">Toward</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="end">end</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="third">third</span> <span word="period">period</span>, <span word="the">the</span> <span word="principal">principal</span> <span word="came">came</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="room">room</span>. "<span word="Read">Read</span> <span word="this">this</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="your">your</span> <span word="class">class</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="beginning">beginning</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="fourth">fourth</span> <span word="period">period</span>," <span word="she">she</span> <span word="said">said</span>, <span word="handing">handing</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="short">short</span> <span word="memo">memo</span>.</p><p><span word="I">I</span> <span word="glanced">glanced</span> <span word="over">over</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="first">first</span> <span word="sentence">sentence</span>: "<span word="Earlier">Earlier</span> <span word="this">this</span> <span word="morning">morning</span>, <span word="one">one</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="our">our</span> <span word="students">students</span>, <span word="Trevor">Trevor</span> <span word="Grover">Grover</span> (<span word="not">not</span> <span word="his">his</span> <span word="real">real</span> <span word="name">name</span>), <span word="died">died</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="an">an</span> <span word="apparent">apparent</span> <span word="suicide">suicide</span>..." <span word="I">I</span> <span word="looked">looked</span> <span word="up">up</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="alarm">alarm</span>.</p><p>"<span word="Please">Please</span> <span word="read">read</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="exactly">exactly</span> <span word="as">as</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="written">written</span>," <span word="she">she</span> <span word="continued">continued</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="slow">slow</span>, <span word="firm">firm</span> <span word="voice">voice</span>.</p><p>"<span word="I">I</span> <span word="will">will</span>." <span word="We">We</span> <span word="stared">stared</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="each">each</span> <span word="other">other</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="few">few</span> <span word="seconds">seconds</span>. <span word="Then">Then</span> <span word="she">she</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="gone">gone</span>.</p><p><span word="It">It</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="May">May</span> 24, <span word="the">the</span> <span word="last">last</span> <span word="full">full</span> <span word="week">week</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="semester">semester</span>, <span word="almost">almost</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="end">end</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="first">first</span> <span word="year">year</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="teaching">teaching</span> <span word="high">high</span> <span word="school">school</span> <span word="English">English</span> <span word="at">at</span> "<span word="Westy">Westy</span>," <span word="as">as</span> <span word="everyone">everyone</span> <span word="called">called</span> <span word="it">it</span>. <span word="Westminster">Westminster</span> <span word="High">High</span> <span word="School">School</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="Denver">Denver</span> <span word="metro">metro</span> <span word="area">area</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="been">been</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="first">first</span> <span word="choice">choice</span> <span word="after">after</span> <span word="graduating">graduating</span> <span word="from">from</span> <span word="Project">Project</span> <span word="Promise">Promise</span>, <span word="a">a</span> <span word="one">one</span>-<span word="year">year</span> <span word="teacher">teacher</span> <span word="licensure">licensure</span> <span word="program">program</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="mid">mid</span>-<span word="career">career</span> <span word="professionals">professionals</span>. <span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="attracted">attracted</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="Westy">Westy</span> <span word="because">because</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="its">its</span> <span word="diverse">diverse</span> <span word="population">population</span> (<span word="about">about</span> <span word="one">one</span>-<span word="third">third</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="students">students</span> <span word="are">are</span> <span word="Hispanic">Hispanic</span> <span word="and">and</span> 10 <span word="percent">percent</span> <span word="are">are</span> <span word="Asian">Asian</span>), <span word="because">because</span> <span word="education">education</span> － <span word="not">not</span> <span word="family">family</span> <span word="resources">resources</span> － <span word="was">was</span> <span word="going">going</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="determine">determine</span> <span word="whether">whether</span> <span word="or">or</span> <span word="not">not</span> <span word="most">most</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="students">students</span> "<span word="made">made</span> <span word="it">it</span>." <span word="And">And</span> <span word="because">because</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="thought">thought</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="could">could</span> <span word="make">make</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="difference">difference</span>.</p><p><span word="As">As</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="fourth">fourth</span>-<span word="period">period</span> <span word="sophomores">sophomores</span> <span word="tumbled">tumbled</span> <span word="into">into</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="room">room</span>, <span word="I">I</span> <span word="pored">pored</span> <span word="over">over</span> <span word="each">each</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="their">their</span> <span word="faces">faces</span>. <span word="How">How</span> <span word="familiar">familiar</span> <span word="those">those</span> <span word="faces">faces</span> <span word="were">were</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="now">now</span>, <span word="after">after</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="year">year</span> <span word="studying">studying</span> <span word="language">language</span> <span word="arts">arts</span> <span word="together">together</span>, <span word="testing">testing</span> <span word="one">one</span> <span word="another">another</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="learning">learning</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="trust">trust</span> <span word="one">one</span> <span word="another">another</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="varying">varying</span> <span word="degrees">degrees</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="success">success</span>. <span word="How">How</span> <span word="much">much</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="come">come</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="care">care</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="them">them</span> <span word="as">as</span> <span word="individuals">individuals</span>. <span word="But">But</span> <span word="did">did</span> <span word="they">they</span> <span word="know">know</span> <span word="this">this</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="did">did</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="matter">matter</span>? <span word="I">I</span> <span word="must">must</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="seen">seen</span> <span word="Trevor">Trevor</span> <span word="go">go</span> <span word="into">into</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="room">room</span> <span word="opposite">opposite</span> <span word="mine">mine</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="hundred">hundred</span> <span word="times">times</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="take">take</span> <span word="his">his</span> <span word="Future">Future</span> <span word="Studies">Studies</span> (<span word="future">future</span> <span word="studies">studies</span>!) <span word="class">class</span>, <span word="but">but</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="never">never</span> <span word="noticed">noticed</span>.</p>
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