岁月的便条
<p><span word="Yellow">Yellow</span> <span word="Post">Post</span>-<span word="its">its</span></p><p><span word="Can">Can</span> <span word="you">you</span> <span word="still">still</span> <span word="find">find</span> <span word="this">this</span> <span word="day">day</span>, <span word="my">my</span> <span word="dear">dear</span>, <span word="among">among</span> <span word="your">your</span> <span word="possessions">possessions</span>?</p><p><span word="Among">Among</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="souvenirs">souvenirs</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="your">your</span> <span word="trips">trips</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="faraway">faraway</span> <span word="lands">lands</span>, <span word="the">the</span> <span word="textbooks">textbooks</span> <span word="from">from</span> <span word="those">those</span> <span word="halcyon">halcyon</span> <span word="days">days</span> <span word="when">when</span> <span word="you">you</span> <span word="walked">walked</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="hallowed">hallowed</span> <span word="portals">portals</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="engineering">engineering</span> <span word="college">college</span>, <span word="the">the</span> <span word="cassettes">cassettes</span> <span word="whose">whose</span> <span word="covers">covers</span> <span word="were">were</span> <span word="left">left</span> <span word="behind">behind</span> <span word="after">after</span> <span word="one">one</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="those">those</span> <span word="bacchanalian">bacchanalian</span> <span word="sessions">sessions</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="hostel">hostel</span>, <span word="the">the</span> <span word="photographs">photographs</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="those">those</span> <span word="classmates">classmates</span> <span word="whose">whose</span> <span word="names">names</span> <span word="you">you</span> <span word="can">can</span>'<span word="t">t</span> <span word="remember">remember</span>? <span word="Or">Or</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="hidden">hidden</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="darkness">darkness</span>, <span word="put">put</span> <span word="out">out</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="sight">sight</span> <span word="along">along</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="book">book</span> <span word="you">you</span> <span word="bought">bought</span> <span word="but">but</span> <span word="never">never</span> <span word="read">read</span>, <span word="the">the</span> <span word="gift">gift</span> <span word="you">you</span> <span word="never">never</span> <span word="quite">quite</span> <span word="found">found</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="use">use</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="letters">letters</span> <span word="you">you</span> <span word="never">never</span> <span word="finished">finished</span> <span word="or">or</span> <span word="sent">sent</span>.</p><p><span word="I">I</span> <span word="can">can</span> <span word="still">still</span> <span word="find">find</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="here">here</span>, <span word="in">in</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="city">city</span>, <span word="in">in</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="house">house</span> <span word="which">which</span> <span word="you">you</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="never">never</span> <span word="visited">visited</span>, <span word="in">in</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="kitchen">kitchen</span> <span word="where">where</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="imaginary">imaginary</span> <span word="conversations">conversations</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="you">you</span>. <span word="It">It</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="here">here</span> <span word="even">even</span> <span word="when">when</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="am">am</span> <span word="not">not</span>, <span word="for">for</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="go">go</span> <span word="out">out</span> <span word="now">now</span>, <span word="leaving">leaving</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="light">light</span> <span word="on">on</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="music">music</span> <span word="playing">playing</span>, <span word="so">so</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="can">can</span> <span word="return">return</span> <span word="home">home</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="illusion">illusion</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="company">company</span>.</p><p><span word="I">I</span> <span word="am">am</span> <span word="probably">probably</span> <span word="better">better</span> <span word="off">off</span> <span word="now">now</span>. <span word="Without">Without</span> <span word="secrets">secrets</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="keep">keep</span> <span word="from">from</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="parents">parents</span>. <span word="Without">Without</span> <span word="someone">someone</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="come">come</span> <span word="between">between</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="friends">friends</span>, <span word="me">me</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="pastimes">pastimes</span>, <span word="me">me</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="work">work</span>, <span word="me">me</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="sensible">sensible</span>, <span word="understandable">understandable</span>, <span word="utilitarian">utilitarian</span> <span word="life">life</span>. <span word="The">The</span> <span word="life">life</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="keep">keep</span> <span word="trying">trying</span>, <span word="keep">keep</span> <span word="failing">failing</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="bring">bring</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="line">line</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="expectations">expectations</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="keep">keep</span> <span word="trying">trying</span>, <span word="keep">keep</span> <span word="failing">failing</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="make">make</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="own">own</span>.</p><p><span word="It">It</span> <span word="is">is</span> <span word="not">not</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="always">always</span> <span word="feel">feel</span> <span word="like">like</span> <span word="this">this</span>, <span word="sometimes">sometimes</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="yearn">yearn</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="those">those</span> <span word="days">days</span> <span word="when">when</span> <span word="tears">tears</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="laughter">laughter</span> <span word="both">both</span> <span word="came">came</span> <span word="easy">easy</span>. <span word="Those">Those</span> <span word="easy">easy</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="quick">quick</span> <span word="transitions">transitions</span> <span word="from">from</span> <span word="ecstasy">ecstasy</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="despair">despair</span>. <span word="When">When</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="compliment">compliment</span> <span word="could">could</span> <span word="keep">keep</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="mind">mind</span> <span word="occupied">occupied</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="hours">hours</span> <span word="on">on</span> <span word="end">end</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="harsh">harsh</span> <span word="word">word</span> <span word="could">could</span> <span word="prick">prick</span> <span word="like">like</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="pin">pin</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="same">same</span> <span word="skin">skin</span> <span word="which">which</span> <span word="now">now</span> <span word="seems">seems</span> <span word="dry">dry</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="insensitive">insensitive</span>. <span word="Like">Like</span> <span word="probably">probably</span> <span word="millions">millions</span> <span word="around">around</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="world">world</span>, <span word="I">I</span> <span word="look">look</span> <span word="outside">outside</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="window">window</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="crowded">crowded</span> <span word="bus">bus</span>, <span word="lost">lost</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="own">own</span> <span word="thoughts">thoughts</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="wonder">wonder</span> <span word="how">how</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="could">could</span> <span word="happen">happen</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="me">me</span>.</p>
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