Ramona's touch 天使的爱抚
<p>手术后没多久，我去医院复查。我躺到检验台上，拉蒙娜用手抚摸着伤疤。我开始轻轻地啜泣。她用关心的眼神看着我，问道，&<span word="ldquo">ldquo</span>;你还没有碰过它，对吗？&<span word="ldquo">ldquo</span>;嗯。我答道。于是她把金褐色的手掌轻轻地放在我苍白的胸口上，温柔地说道，&<span word="ldquo">ldquo</span>;这是你身体的一部分，这就是你。摸一摸它吧，没关系的。她就那样替我抚摸着正在愈合的伤口。而在那下面，她爱抚着的是我的心。</p><p>最后，拉蒙娜建议道：&<span word="ldquo">ldquo</span>;我握着你的手，你去抚摸它。然后她把手放到我的手旁边，我们都安静下来。那是拉蒙娜送给我的礼物。</p><p><span word="It">It</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="only">only</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="few">few</span> <span word="weeks">weeks</span> <span word="after">after</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="surgery">surgery</span>, <span word="and">and</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="went">went</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="Dr">Dr</span>. <span word="Belt">Belt</span>'<span word="s">s</span> <span word="office">office</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="checkup">checkup</span>. <span word="It">It</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="just">just</span> <span word="after">after</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="first">first</span> <span word="chemotherapy">chemotherapy</span> <span word="treatment">treatment</span>.</p><p><span word="My">My</span> <span word="scar">scar</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="still">still</span> <span word="very">very</span> <span word="tender">tender</span>. <span word="My">My</span> <span word="arm">arm</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="numb">numb</span> <span word="underneath">underneath</span>. <span word="This">This</span> <span word="whole">whole</span> <span word="set">set</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="unique">unique</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="weird">weird</span> <span word="sensations">sensations</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="like">like</span> <span word="having">having</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="new">new</span> <span word="roommate">roommate</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="share">share</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="two">two</span>-<span word="bedroom">bedroom</span> <span word="apartment">apartment</span> <span word="formerly">formerly</span> <span word="known">known</span> <span word="as">as</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="breasts">breasts</span> - <span word="now">now</span> <span word="lovingly">lovingly</span> <span word="known">known</span> <span word="as">as</span> "<span word="the">the</span> <span word="breast">breast</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="chest">chest</span>."</p><p><span word="As">As</span> <span word="usual">usual</span>, <span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="taken">taken</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="an">an</span> <span word="examination">examination</span> <span word="room">room</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="blood">blood</span> <span word="drawn">drawn</span>, <span word="again">again</span> - <span word="a">a</span> <span word="terrifying">terrifying</span> <span word="process">process</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="me">me</span>, <span word="since">since</span> <span word="I">I</span>'<span word="m">m</span> <span word="so">so</span> <span word="frightened">frightened</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="needles">needles</span>.</p><p><span word="I">I</span> <span word="lay">lay</span> <span word="down">down</span> <span word="on">on</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="examining">examining</span> <span word="table">table</span>. <span word="I">I</span>'<span word="d">d</span> <span word="worn">worn</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="big">big</span> <span word="plaid">plaid</span> <span word="flannel">flannel</span> <span word="shirt">shirt</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="camisole">camisole</span> <span word="underneath">underneath</span>. <span word="It">It</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="carefully">carefully</span> <span word="thought">thought</span> <span word="out">out</span> <span word="costume">costume</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="hoped">hoped</span> <span word="others">others</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="regard">regard</span> <span word="as">as</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="casual">casual</span> <span word="wardrobe">wardrobe</span> <span word="choice">choice</span>. <span word="The">The</span> <span word="plaid">plaid</span> <span word="camouflaged">camouflaged</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="new">new</span> <span word="chest">chest</span>, <span word="the">the</span> <span word="camisole">camisole</span> <span word="protected">protected</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="buttons">buttons</span> <span word="on">on</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="shirt">shirt</span> <span word="made">made</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="easy">easy</span> <span word="medical">medical</span> <span word="access">access</span>.</p>
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