If I Had My Life to Live Over
<p><span word="I">I</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="gone">gone</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="bed">bed</span> <span word="when">when</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="sick">sick</span> <span word="instead">instead</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="pretending">pretending</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="earth">earth</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="go">go</span> <span word="into">into</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="holding">holding</span> <span word="pattern">pattern</span> <span word="if">if</span> <span word="I">I</span> <span word="weren">weren</span>'<span word="t">t</span> <span word="there">there</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="day">day</span>.</p><p><span word="I">I</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="burned">burned</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="pink">pink</span> <span word="candle">candle</span> <span word="sculpted">sculpted</span> <span word="like">like</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="rose">rose</span> <span word="before">before</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="melted">melted</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="storage">storage</span>.</p><p><span word="I">I</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="talked">talked</span> <span word="less">less</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="listened">listened</span> <span word="more">more</span>.</p><p><span word="I">I</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="invited">invited</span> <span word="friends">friends</span> <span word="over">over</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="dinner">dinner</span> <span word="even">even</span> <span word="if">if</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="carpet">carpet</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="stained">stained</span>, <span word="or">or</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="sofa">sofa</span> <span word="faded">faded</span>.</p><p><span word="I">I</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="eaten">eaten</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="popcorn">popcorn</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="the">the</span> "<span word="good">good</span>" <span word="living">living</span> <span word="room">room</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="worried">worried</span> <span word="much">much</span> <span word="less">less</span> <span word="about">about</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="dirt">dirt</span> <span word="when">when</span> <span word="someone">someone</span> <span word="wanted">wanted</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="light">light</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="fire">fire</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="fireplace">fireplace</span>.</p><p><span word="I">I</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="taken">taken</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="time">time</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="listen">listen</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="grandfatherramble">grandfatherramble</span> <span word="about">about</span>（漫步，闲逛）<span word="his">his</span> <span word="youth">youth</span>.</p><p><span word="I">I</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="never">never</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="insisted">insisted</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="car">car</span> <span word="windows">windows</span> <span word="be">be</span> <span word="rolled">rolled</span> <span word="up">up</span> <span word="on">on</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="summer">summer</span> <span word="day">day</span> <span word="because">because</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="hair">hair</span> <span word="had">had</span> <span word="just">just</span> <span word="beenteased">beenteased</span>（取笑，戏弄）<span word="and">and</span> <span word="sprayed">sprayed</span>.</p><p><span word="I">I</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="sat">sat</span> <span word="on">on</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="lawn">lawn</span> <span word="with">with</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="children">children</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="not">not</span> <span word="worried">worried</span> <span word="about">about</span> <span word="grass">grass</span> <span word="stains">stains</span>.</p><p><span word="I">I</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="cried">cried</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="laughed">laughed</span> <span word="less">less</span> <span word="while">while</span> <span word="watching">watching</span> <span word="television">television</span>&<span word="mdash">mdash</span>;<span word="and">and</span> <span word="more">more</span> <span word="while">while</span> <span word="watching">watching</span> <span word="life">life</span>.</p><p><span word="I">I</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="never">never</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="bought">bought</span> <span word="anything">anything</span> <span word="just">just</span> <span word="because">because</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="practical">practical</span>, <span word="wouldn">wouldn</span>'<span word="t">t</span> <span word="show">show</span> <span word="soil">soil</span>, <span word="or">or</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="guaranteed">guaranteed</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="last">last</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="lifetime">lifetime</span>. <span word="Instead">Instead</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="wishing">wishing</span> <span word="away">away</span> <span word="nine">nine</span> <span word="months">months</span> <span word="of">of</span> <span word="pregnancy">pregnancy</span>, <span word="I">I</span>'<span word="d">d</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="cherished">cherished</span> <span word="every">every</span> <span word="moment">moment</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="realized">realized</span> <span word="that">that</span> <span word="thewonderment">thewonderment</span>（惊奇，惊叹）<span word="growing">growing</span> <span word="inside">inside</span> <span word="me">me</span> <span word="was">was</span> <span word="the">the</span> <span word="only">only</span> <span word="chance">chance</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="life">life</span> <span word="to">to</span> <span word="assist">assist</span> <span word="God">God</span> <span word="in">in</span> <span word="a">a</span> <span word="miracle">miracle</span>.</p><p><span word="When">When</span> <span word="my">my</span> <span word="kids">kids</span> <span word="kissed">kissed</span> <span word="meimpetuously">meimpetuously</span>（激烈地）, <span word="I">I</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="never">never</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="said">said</span>, "<span word="Later">Later</span>. <span word="Now">Now</span> <span word="go">go</span> <span word="get">get</span> <span word="washed">washed</span> <span word="up">up</span> <span word="for">for</span> <span word="dinner">dinner</span>." <span word="There">There</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="have">have</span> <span word="been">been</span> <span word="more">more</span> "<span word="I">I</span> <span word="love">love</span> <span word="you">you</span>'<span word="s">s</span>" ... <span word="More">More</span> "<span word="I">I</span>'<span word="m">m</span> <span word="sorry">sorry</span>'<span word="s">s</span>" ... <span word="But">But</span> <span word="mostly">mostly</span>, <span word="given">given</span> <span word="another">another</span> <span word="shot">shot</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="life">life</span>, <span word="I">I</span> <span word="would">would</span> <span word="seize">seize</span> <span word="every">every</span> <span word="minute">minute</span>... <span word="look">look</span> <span word="at">at</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="and">and</span> <span word="really">really</span> <span word="see">see</span> <span word="it">it</span> ... <span word="live">live</span> <span word="it">it</span> ... <span word="and">and</span> <span word="never">never</span> <span word="give">give</span> <span word="it">it</span> <span word="back">back</span>.</p>
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